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can love turn to hate?

i don't think so.
except it was never love all along am i mad?
No i am strangely calm it might take me a week to react but i will react and i will have the right response.

I am allergic to bull shit and bad behavior which is why i am surprised i have not responded yet i am wondering should i blow up? or just give the silent treatment or just not give a hoot.

i don't have time for any lies anymore or any games anymore i just want to be me without anyone thinking they got a hold on the way i behave who do you think you are?

I am greater om my inside...

betrayal stinks more than love...

By the way i believe in love, i believe it is the greatest force on earth, 

it never fails and love is the greatest gift you can ever give anyone -Tisha

you can quote me anywhere, this is what i believe. (I also believe in Jesus, he's the centre of my world) okay so my kid sister let me call her Chloe has this ibo friend Nne and another friend lets call him Cute face. she went to school with cute face and they are really good friends. have not seen each other for quite a while and cute face is now a player. well her friend just got back from school and she introduced them and then after two days she goes to cute face house and her friend nne is over there and hanging out in the room and she did not say hi to his mom or siblings (in her mind, she's the g.friend and doesnt have to greet his mom or sibs). 

She's now hostile to my sis and its crazy coz she acting like she does not know her or at least is not loyal to her. so after nne's gone, her friend cute face comes out and they yarn and then he escorts her home. on the way home, they have this big fight and in the end he tells her that it will be over in 3 weeks (interpretation: he would have slept with her by then). my sis is defending her supposed friend and he says i quote "shut up, she's not your friend, i know more about her in the one week i have met her than you know about her in 4 years" and my sister is speechless. 

Its obvious she has lost her friend all because of her cute face best friend from high school, she's warned him to stop telling her about his runs with gals, its crazy cos his parents are committed Christians and he grew up in church. I have met him and he's a very well behaved young man (albeit with a too high opinion of himself). my sis says its because every woman young and old that cross his path are attracted to him and want him physically. that may be true but i think its warped cos he's a young man that is going somewhere to happen, if he can conquer his bad habits. 

Now my sis is in the middle because nne sis chi is one of her close friends and its crazy but chi is having a bday next month and she's wondering if she can go to the party without having a showdown with her friend. In my blunt manner, i told her that if cute face boy can make her turn then she might as well have told my sis they weren't friends from the beginning, she's acting all hostile and my sis is angry cos the chic who has been her friend for 4 years has betrayed her for a 3 week booty call... 

Is that all their friendship is worth, my sis is a little disillusioned, i am not sure what to tell her. (had a friend many years ago too, man came between us and funny thing she does not have the man today but she felt he was worth more than what we have. that can make you cynical about making friendships... i am not too open with making friendships, because if they are not going to last why bother?)

i am bored so i stole a post off 36...

Tagged No i wasn't tagged,

i was bored with nothing to do so i stole a post off 36 (promised to break it off for real with Dee, i don't think there will ever be anything btw me and him, its scary somehow but its right, i am closing the door to a black and white life with Dee, it won't be color because i'll be making myself do it out of necessity instead of it being something i really want to do. but i am still not in the market until september)

Q&A

1. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? 

black and red, trousers and camisole and french suit

2. WHAT KINDA UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING? 

let me check lacy black panties and bra, yes i am wearing a bra, i am not european. (thats a racist joke abi, honest, i am racist o and towards SA, i don't know why, maybe because their rape statistics is too high, whatever)

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? 

Come home running by Chris Tomlin

4. CAN YOU JUGGLE? 

no, i did not grow up in a circus or near a circus and i hope that came out right

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? 

rice, moinmoin and meat

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? 

blue, thats my fav color, i am currently looking for a blue t-shirt

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? 

cool, harmattan's not so bad i think! (will not be sure until i come out of ma office to go home)

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? 

someone who needs to hear the gospel

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? 

the look in the eyes (i am funny se) and then manners and then motive before the sharp dressing.

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? 

i stole it off 36, i am bored and reading blogs, commenting on some...

11. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? 

to be honest i dont know, itend to come across as a bit of a snub so i dont know.

12. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? 

hopeful, not emotional thank God, my head is clear and my period is coming sef, i am usually an inner wreck (i am so calm outwardly, usually) when "miss red" (sounds so old fashioned is coming). i am a little high because i spoke with God this morning, i felt He had gone silent on me. He hadn't.

13. FAVOURITE DRINK? 

juice right now

14. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? 

dont do alcohol, had bad headache when i drank half a bottle of gordon sparks with Bf then, both of us drank half o!

15. FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAL? 

chicken and chips, i love anything fried

16. FAVOURITE SPORTS? 

Football (to watch), Volley ball (to play)

17. HAIR COLOUR? 

i have gone black this month, i should look gothic but it somehow goes with me, i look lighter

18. EYE COLOUR? 

dark brown i think

19 is missing

20. TATTOOS OR PIERCING? 

 none, i may get a piercing soon but no tatoo, unadventurous of me se, i am adventurous in other areas...

21. STAR SIGN? 

u really wanna know (something i am not)

22. FAVOURITE MONTH? 

Every month is loaded with favor for me, why on earth or in heavens must i pick any particular one?

24. FAVOURITE FOOD? 

dodo and beans

25. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? 

taken

27. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR? 

everyday holds wonderful surprises for moi

28. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? 

i can't ask a guy out, i can flirt subtly, it always works (when i do flirt, that is, its been a while since i flirted, been getting all the guys with no work from me lately... don't want any of em, just friends for now)

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS BETTER? 

happy endings. im a sucka for love, yep i am a romantic, i daresay, no realist for me

30. SUMMER OR WINTER? 

Summer of course

31. HUGS OR KISSES? 

depends on the source. i absolutely love hugs (and kisses), will only or rather can only do both if i really care, at least something...that is hug o, for kisses, if i don't like you, just the imagination of kissing you (whoever) can make me throw up (yes o i am weird like that)

32. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? 

relationships. what? it takes me ages to connect emotionally, with many people i never get past the surface. if you do get past the surface with me, then you are very very special as a friend or otherwise.

33. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? 

chocolate (like my skin, so there's a clue! lol don't mind me)

34. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? 

always that is if you are a friend and just don't feel the need to hit back or compete.

35. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? 

no, i am not tagging anyone, this is for me and anyone who pops into my blog and reads

36. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? 

whatever, dunno, dun care (does that go? lol)

37. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING NOW? 

One Robert Ludlum book like that and a book to help my business acumen.

38. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? 

dont have one.

39. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME? 

Monopoly, i get to pretend im stikingly rich and own the whole town, yeah i love monopoly and scrabble when i have the time.

40. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? 

refused to take the last dose of the malaria drug i took last week and i am not taking it. i am fine!

41. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? 

i think of God and we talk and i say i know all of heavens backing me on this one and you know i trust you right cos my latest miracle is not too far away (as in 5 months, i still can't believe it but God is good, i am not unaware of the devices of the enemy sha... if you don't understand forget about it, you will soon)

42. WHICH DO YOU BELIEVE, EVOLUTION OR CREATION? 

Creation, evolution is so wacked o and i am a cell biologist but i just believe God spoke and it was o!