I am not surprised at all...

"If we win, we praise Him if we lose, we praise Him"

Line from facing the giants. 
Awesome, awesome movie, by the grace of God I will defeat every giant in my way in Jesus name, amen.
By the faith of Jesus, I can have anything I pray for; I thank you Lord Jesus for restoration in every area of my life and family in Jesus name, amen.

What I used previously was too depressing but I said, I won't let you win. I am perpetually full of the joy of the Holy Ghost.

I have two siblings who have a mental challenge. I am born again, spirit filled and I love the Lord but he loves me more. He has shone up too much, the favor of God upon my life has destroyed giants that man could not in me and in my family. It has also attracted much persecution and hatred but I am cool with it. The God who gave me the miracle is big enough to handle my opposition. He is able to put the right words in my mouth and conquer the enemies that surround me. He is able to restore what the worm, canker worm and any other kind of worm has eaten, he can restore it to me a 1000-fold. 

I was hurt when he recited a story about a mad man, the guy is mentally challenged and was engaged to a girl in my church. They succeeded in destroying the relationship over what they believe God's hands is not big enough to do. I am so sorry, I am one of those people that can stand out against 2000 people and believe God. God can do anything! My friend who was mentally challenged is married with a  daughter now. By the way he is born again, I used to invite him to my church, but he must have known something I didn't. Thank God for his supportive family and church and friends. Sometimes people that the church calls unbelievers actually believe God more than the church. The church believes doctrine but they don't believe God. Doctrines create religion but it does not create people who utilize the faith God has given them. I wonder how many faithless churches stopped him from getting married. Imagine comparing the kinds of madness like they are doctors, they say that the kind of madness is not the one you get from reading too much, should there be a difference in any kind of madness, is God not able?

If their God is not able; my own God is able!

I feel really sad because no one knows the truth. He played the shame factor because I know some people who have mental challenged siblings who didn't speak up; they were laughing, after they will go home and be crying in bed at night then come to church and be pretending laugh because there is no true vulnerability except they want to cut you or hurt you or do you damage or try to be better than you, it is a terrible culture. 

Jesus had the loyalty of people because he cared about them, Jesus has my loyalty because he showed me that he cares about me. I love the Lord because He cares about me. He loves me pieces. I know!
I also know that faith doesn't just fall on your lap, you have to use your measure of faith till it grows, if you never use it, it won't grow and you will be a babe forever.
You also can't use your faith to get land but you won't use it for a mentally challenged man, that is covetousness. I look at them and I laugh. I pray for them in the moments when I am talking with God and the Holy Spirit says, "Pray for your enemies, love them..."

The Spirit of God told me to stop trying to protect myself from getting up but to live my life that 'lo he is with me" lol!. 

If they ever have a challenge, that would be the first time they are actually using their faith, they would be played by the devil not because he is too strong but because they are too strategic almost like the people in the world; nothing differentiates them from the world people.  Love must motivate your prayer. That is something I know. 

I know that you can't give what you don't have. But if you have Jesus, you should have compassion. I am glad to inform him that his people will be just like him lacking compassion and that if they don't love Jesus, then they can't really love him, they only love the fact that he is meeting their needs. 

1 Corinthians 3:21-23

21So then let no one boast in men. For all things belong to you, 22whether Paul or Apollos or Cephas or the world or life or death or things present or things to come; all things belong to you, 23and you belong to Christ; and Christ belongs to God.

Lord, help your daughter so that she doesn't contact their faithlessness. If you believe, you will pray, if you don't believe you will make excuses. Guess what, the devil has you in his pocket already. You don't walk by faith, there is no need for him to persecute you, you are living in his camp. 

Meanwhile I am thanking God for restoration in a certain area I saw on Sunday, I serve a faithful God.

The Holy Spirit asked me not to respond to him, that I should leave him to Him and I decided that God is too good to me, I leave him to the Lord. 

I am flying on the wings of the spirit, soaring and making progress. 

He is my blessing, every time he has provoked me to try and get me into unbelief, my faith in God has risen that more so I thank you for all that you have done unknowing; the heart of the king is in God's hands afterall. 

Do I care any more?

Do I care anymore?
Yes I do, it hurts
No it doesn't.
Fact
They can't hurt me anymore
I don't know why Jesus chose
this road
But he understands best

Today I understood
"Perfect love casts out all fear"
I do understand God's perfect love for me
But when it comes to relationships
I am afraid to get hurt

Why?

Of course I got raped
That is so far into the past
Almost 15 years
Honestly I probably am using it as an excuse
to not get involved with someone
I must open up to
I don't want fake relationship
Where my boyf accepts me or what he can get of me
Which is not all of me
If I get my way
But I don't want to get my way
I can't believe I just said that
Because without the Holy Ghost
I am just plain selfish
Brene said, some people withhold love
Immediately she said that,
It clang in my ears
"I withhold love..."

I know I do
How do I come out of that place?
He tried so much
Now he's making me suffer
Makes me want to open up to him
and then close up too and make him suffer
problem with having someone as smart as you
He understands you just fine
and so the games don't work

Maybe I should do what my cousin did
Date 6 guys in succession
and then pick one
No emotions involved
I just know, come December
I would finally be able to date
and stop the rigmarole

This year, God impressed on my heart not to date
and as soon as he said it
possibilities kept coming to break what he said
and stubborn me, I was happy to go along for the ride

God you are patient with me
Thankful!

Action plan: I will definitely do something, they will be so many, it will be so confusing
My FBI agents won't be able to keep track
I will have fun too!

I still believe God.
I believe in Jesus and in the Holy Ghost.

"I and mine, we are a confirmation of God's covenant"

Christ in ME...

I didn't get changed at an camp
I got changed in college, the most unlikely place
Except the fact that a bunch of cool kids decided to commit to Jesus
Their impact set me up for the kind of believer I became
I have been hiding:

One of the pastors said one day that:
"When Jesus becomes your LORD, you lose your reputation;
you can't be guarding your reputation, Jesus can ask you to do anything"

Holy Spirit, I am going to do my best to put myself out there for you
I carry the Holy Spirit inside of me, I am going to have faith everyday
Cynicism will not destroy me, fear, anger, unbelief all of the fleshy things cannot have me

I am led by the Spirit of God, there's no any other way for me.

I will talk about Jesus more and reach out to the people around me more
and pray about the people that hurt me to God
Carrying offenses just helps you waste time nursing the wrong things
God has put birthing power in me, it is for dreams and not for grievances

Father thank you for resurrection power, I choose to trust you
Spirit of God, help me depend on you more than I depend on me
Help me scrap depending on me cos what can I do without you?

Help me put myself out there and trust You to use it for your glory
If I get happy, you get the glory
If I get hurt, you get the glory

Help me pray to you when I am hurt and not waste time in anger
Be my best friend again O Lord, I miss having you as a best friend
And life is too difficult without You
I am tired of playing big girl, I do need you so much

Thank You for peace and Joy
Your peace never left me so I knew that everything was going to be fine
Do help me put my faith to work more often inspite of what I see outside me

I live above the forces of darkness
I live above the principles of this life

Holy Spirit, forgive me for forgetting you are my partner and thanks for reminding me
#Thankful

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I am that tornado that can't stay down
And when you try to take me down, I boomerang on
Because I have the life of God in me
Not because of any strength: physical or otherwise
But just because I have the life of God in me and I value intimacy
Intimacy with the Most High.

What kept me on the straight and narrow and ensured that I stay with God?

"Do not be conformed to this world..."
It is not talking of clothes, service, behavior or acts, it speaks of your thinking first before your actions...

Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind...
You know how believers always say in that fake holy voice, "His ways are higher than our ways".
Well that statement is fallacy.
(I hear blasphemy)
That way is fallacy if you don't recognize your identity in Christ.
I have the mind of Christ, I think like God, I act like God, I am connect with God, one with Him and so His ways are mine, afterall I have the mind of Christ.
But your confession is truth if your mind is no renewed, old things are passed away but you will live in the old and never experience the new until you shed it all at His altar and just recognize that you are a new wineskin, created to worship God.

So that you may prove what is that good, acceptable and perfect will of God
Without renewing your mind, you will never know God's will. At best you will be living a guessing game and at the mercy of the will and caprices of man.
So I am moving from that place into the will of God, at the mercies of God and in His perfect will for me.

I live above the forces of darkness
I live above the principles of this life
-SupernaturalMe

A very very truth-full post

Don't take it personal when people don't treat you well, it is only a reflection of who they are *that dancing smiley on bb*

- A close personal friend from college.

I have been taking a lot of flak and I have sparked (expressed my justified anger) a few times but guess what, they are cunning lot who don't care what they do to achieve their goals which is to look good in the eyes of people.

When I read this on my bb, it just settled something in my heart. Do you know how I knew they were propaganda-ing me, a dear friend of mine came to me and said that he knows that I have a beautiful heart that abi I know, I replied that yes I did.

It just confirmed what God said that they are foxes.

Funny enough I don't care anymore. Anyone who believes them is either stupid or has something to gain from them and so would rather believe their lies and anyone who wants to believe their lies, you haven't even started being a Christian but I won't be the one to tell you; you will jam rock.\

God has been too good to me for me not to acknowledge His goodness. Even they know that God has been too good to me, they would rather deny it than acknowledge the goodness of God. Now I wonder what the good LORD ever did to them to warrant such treatment but heck that is between God and them

The LORD is with me as a mighty terrible one
Guess who He is mighty against?

My enemies so I am sorry for anyone who defines themselves as my enemy
Ciao!

Sad for someone else enough to pray

 I read a post on twitter and my heart was so grieved, the said guy had lost faith in God and was exactly where the devil wanted him.

Everyone was giving advice but all I had for him was prayer. I am a passionate praying daughter of the Most High God because I have known the love of God. There were so many platitudes I could have given him but I sensed that more than convincing what he needed was someone who cared about him to pray for him. I am gonna keep praying until I see a change. I believe that he will change and if that is all that I accomplish for 2013 that actually has some spiritual significance, it would have been enough for me. 

God bless his soul, I pray that the Holy Ghost comfort Him and reach to the place that others will not be able to reach while doing their duty.

Goal of July and August:

Pray to God from my heart and to depend on Him for everything.

I really believe from the best of me that "The blessing is greater than the curse" not because I believe the words but because I believe God. It wasn't a time to argue with the guy about divine healing, his mom died last year. It was a time to just shower him with the love of God. I pray that God will orchestrate his months so that wherever he goes, everyone he meets will be showing him the love of God that is unconditional!

The blessing is greater than the curse.

God is God. He doesn’t lie.
Here’s something I want you to know, your mom will not want you to live a meaningless life
So inquire of the Lord and get to know Him, not about Him but get to know Him

I will pray for you.
Be convinced that God loves you. The only proof you need is that He sent Jesus to die on the cross for you.

You are light, I pray that the spirit of God will unveil you so that you can meet God and savour His presence.

My Christian life not the one I got by virtue of Christian parents but the one I got because I cultivated a relationship with the Holy Ghost started out of death; but God called light out of it.

I pray for you that God will call light out of your darkness and fill your heart with His love; that you will know the love of God that passes knowledge in Jesus name, amen. I pray for you that you will have a vital relationship with God through the Holy Ghost in Jesus name, amen.

I always tell people that the Holy Ghost is my best friend and a lot of times they don’t understand why because for them, it is easier to believe what they see. Well getting saved, I learnt to believe in what I cannot see by the Holy Ghost.

I pray that the Holy Ghost will come to you and comfort you and be your best friend in Jesus name, amen.

I pray that when you are whole, complete, healed in your emotions, your spirit, soul and body that you will be a help to everyone that you come across in Jesus name, amen. I pray that God will make you like he made me; a restorer of the broken places. A builder of the abandoned places, that out of your belly would flow rivers of living water. That resurrection power would flow out of you and heal the people in your world.

God bless your heart and heal it till it is whole in Jesus name, amen. God make you a succourer by His spirit in Jesus name, amen.

Na wa o!

When we, the down-trodden, the beat-up, the heavy-laden, the grieving, and the sorrowful throw in the towel and give up, it is the Spirit that revives faith and hope the next morning. It is the Spirit who protects the bruised reed, and it is the Spirit who won’t let the sputtering flame go out.

They think that it is okay to break laws if they are doing it for the Christian family but it is wrong. Those practices are practices of a cult and they are only pissed because they feel helpless because they don't want to admit that God is wiser than them. Ta da!

Right now I feel terrible because no matter what I do that silly man is going to interpret it to mean whatever will work for the will he has already decided in his mind, what a weak puny mind, he's trying to pick on me. I want to be fired more than he wants to fire me right now, I am not scared of him, I am not scared of anyone. I just want to leave, I am tired of their bullshit because I can't feel the presence of God when we praise/worship, I can feel the pull of many people's will but because there is no surrender, how can we change ourselves without the Holy Spirit?

I can't teach them anyway, it is not my place. I can only show them how I worship God, I just empty my mind up to God and let Him do what He pleases, at least His will is constant, it is always good. They stole my umbrella to piss me off and they really don't care but that is because they are not surrendered to the Holy Ghost, they don't know how. Why am I still here? Am I still surrendered to the Holy Ghost? That stupid boy told me I am disrespectful, stupid little twat who is lawless, lacks self control and thinks that by shouting he can get anything done. He and his stupid wife are always trying to discredit me in little ways, I just wonder, if you are always trying to discredit me, when God speaks, you won't hear. But then that statement is pretty silly of me because they don't believe that God speaks.

Like the things of God, you cannot believe it with your head, until you believe it with your heart, you will never experience it. In foresight, the Holy Ghost was right, they are right for each other, they have been so beaten by life that they are small minded, bitter and competitive with me, still competing, I thought they would have left me alone by now but they are like pesky little insects, I am gonna be bold and say it out loud: it is like they watch me constantly and when they see a miracle in my life, they struggle to recreate it like Ramses sooth sayers. 

I feel like yelling at them, do your own thing, leave me alone. We are not running the same race, I am walking with God. 

Fears:

I think he was a former witch and that he has gone back to his practice of witchcraft because he transfers sickness or weakness to anyone who he is close to and he is always desperate to seat around me. I also have a sneaky feeling that he had something to do with my grandmother dying last year. I am tired of their meddling, I would just love to be left alone, when you want healing, you don't go after a girl who was healed, you go after God, leave me alone in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

You see why I can't stand to talk to him, I can hear his intentions, the intentions of anyone who is talking to me. That is why I fought with my office colleague openly because I knew she had been betraying me for a long time. I was tired of her pretending and more than that I was pretending not to know her bullshit lying.

Mr I may lie and tell me I am delusional but on Friday he was dizzy all day, on Wednesday Mr G and Mr B were dizzy all day enough to be drinking boost. I understand a little about contact and transmission principle and Jesus didn't transfer sickness to people, he transferred strength. I know that no one will stand with me on this, they will all just lie through their teeth but God has always shown up for me; I am counting on Him showing up for me this time as well.

Righteousness: It is right standing with God and because of this gift I make bold to say that all of my family and friends are protected from witchcraft activity in Jesus name, amen. No weapon fashioned against us shall prosper in Jesus name, amen. There is no divination, neither is there any enchantment against us in Jesus name, amen. I thank You Father cause you back me and my family and protect us by the Spirit of God and cover me and all my loved ones with the blood of Jesus.

Lord Jesus, fight for me, I ask You to make war for me with all the resources that You have for me and my family in Jesus name, amen.

Witchcraft: Any manipulation in any form.

When the will of God is not sought in a matter, when the actions or inactions of a man/woman or group of persons is not subject to the word of God/counsel, the Spirit of God or love. 

Focus

A powerful woman
A blessed child of God knows what it is to focus
and to love
to walk in love
Human love is the simplest thing on the planet

A powerful woman
A blessed woman is surrendered to the Holy Ghost
in all things
and so is able to focus
even when the enemy wants to distract her

The enemy wants one thing
He pretends to be going for another
It is wisdom to see the enemy and to focus on
the direction that the Holy Ghost is leading you to.

I had a lot of drama in the office lately
I work in church so usually when drama happens
The enemy is trying to stop the counsel of God
and since he can't do it without a body
he looks out for available bodies

he uses their needs, desires and wants to fulfil his own will
My prayer is that I am always surrendered to the will of God
at all times that I am led by God's spirit always
never operating as an ordinary human being
always operating beyond the natural

Operating in the supernatural always
and ever holding God to His word
Cos He's faithful
and I win because i always remain standing
never seating.

Faith...

People talk about having faith all the time
But the truth is that there is no expression of faith if you don't see a challenge.

I can be sarcastic:

I can imagine Joshua in his backyard saying: O Lord, stop the sun for the Israelites just so we can see the wonders.
Or Jael imagining driving a nail into the enemy general's head only in her dreams
Or David telling his friends how when he sees a giant he'll kill it but all the same giving in without so much as even thinking of a way out.
Or Joseph finding every which way to cut a corner and make a buck instead of maintaining integrity in the name of that is how it is done.
Or Mary saying: Lord when they start asking, I will tell them that Joseph and I made out because honestly there has got to be a way the spermatozoa got into my vagina
Or Elizabeth saying, I will just have my maid give birth to the child so that no one says that God isn't good

The truth about eternal life is that God does not need your intellect or your experience to do what He wants to & if your mind is always on your intellect or your experience you will never see the supernatural God. You have got to take some risks, some are easy, some are difficult but when you do whatever is your act of faith; God is waiting on the other side with His grace to marvel you.

I mean, Abraham could not have received God's promise while still in Haran and even when Christ hadn't yet come, he had to believe that God would make his descendants, Beloved, we can't be satisfied with religion if we want to believe God for the supernatural, except we just want to live as normal and just tell lies on Sunday and Wednesday to prove to the world that God is powerful. We believe Him with our words but not with our actions, we sneak as Nicodemus and change our beliefs in the night seasons to doubt.

We can't speak truth (God's word) in the morning, speak lies in the evening and expect to receive the inheritance of saints.
Some of our mordern day saints would not have been beheaded like John the Baptist, neither would they have gone to the cross like Jesus
But I guess then, that is a reason to thank God that Jesus is real.

I just pray that God would go beyond the yellow lady's numerous doubts (I mean, why did she bother to pray if she doesn't believe that God would answer) and heal the child in Jesus name, amen!

I am thoroughly pissed
Faith is responding to God's word
It is also choosing to believe God even when things seems the toughest
At times like that, real believers who believe in the veracity of the cross depend on God's faithfulness, He does want to do good. Learn to stand for more than 15 minutes and more than a couple of hours.
BELIEVE & STAND

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#Moneythings

If you are wondering what the link above is about. It is a way to make money, I hope that it works. If it doesn't well, I will continue depending on the one who provides and supplies my needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.

What am I doing?
I am hoping and believing God for the best!

In the mean time, I am building my spirit man with God's word. I am listening to messages about God's kind of man, a kingdom man who understands that kingdom of God to help me be discerning and to be knowledgeable in the things that I need to live a victorious Christian life.

Personally, I have broken so many kingdom principles, I need to adjust so bad. God is not mad at me of course but by these I have distanced myself from Him. I am tired of seeing Him through a veil. I am going to clean up house. Be faithful to the commitments I have made to God. Even Christ is only the head of the man, I want Christ to be my head, I want to be able to run the things I do in my day with God and know that He is smiling at me because I am a faithful steward.

I am learning a lot and I know that I will grow to that next level that I desire and that God would perfect everything that I desire in my heart in Jesus name. I want to be able to run my decisions by You O lord and see what you think before moving in Jesus name, amen.

I am in my happy place, secure in Christ Jesus. I want to be able to give God priority in my life so that He is indeed Lord over my life. Help me fulfill this in Jesus name, amen.

Learn to build an altar unto the Lord daily like Abraham, lift Jesus up.

"Don't cover you head, Jesus is your head, He is the One who lifts you up and put you on the throne, never never forget Him, take instruction from Christ"

Unmarried still: I talked about it!

He wanted me to tell him I was raped
I couldn't.

I know him pretty well and I am not ready for the questions
and the barrage of counseling sessions he would insist I do.

Of course there was no penetration.
You wonder why I say I was raped then
because the degree of penetration or lack of penetration does
no reduce the trauma

Rape is the fear and the going against another's will
It is the helpless feeling.

That is why I can recognize the feeling in a childless couple's eyes
That helpless feeling of, there is nothing I can do about it.

In other news, I told him about the guy I liked
I took a deep breathe and I said it
I don't know if he likes me back but I like him and its okay with me
I like him and I don't care what happens after
Admitting to liking him and handling whatever comes of it is what adults do
And I am an adult and I think he is mature.

I am growing up and I know there are a lot of things I will eventually
talk about and have to do to get to a good destination and I pray
that I will have the courage to do what I have to do

Peace!

I am actually growing up
And I am not afraid of crying
Or talking or laughing or hoping

Or having faith, afterall
I have got to LIVE.

Having faith that God will always take good care of me.

Unseen hands...

I believe the invisible
I receive the impossible

My faith is a huge path of my life
How do I exercise my faith in everyday life?

Its a choice
It is better not to leave it to chance
My pastor says, que sera sera is not for believers
You can always change things.

How to ignore the voice of the people saying no and believe God?
They have never said yes anyway
But God has never asked their permission to do you good before
he won't start now.

They will never believe in you
Part of it is jealousy, envy and just plain human nature
Another part is a doubt of the supernatural
and a trust in negative testimonies above the good testimonies
But you can't let them stop you.

Let your spirit receive God's word and rise like the eagles
Look at the mere men and pray for them
BUT operate like a God on this earth because you are not like the rest of the world
Soar!
You were born to soar
God is holding your hands and He won't let go
Stay with what He's said
Believe only the word of God
Doubt every negative testimony no matter how holy the lips you hear
them from are.

When the enemy wants to bring doubts, he brings it from those who think they
are so close to you that you will take their word above the word of God
Give God first place
The kingdom of darkness is terrified of you
NOT BECAUSE OF YOU SO MUCH AS BECAUSE OF WHO LIVES IN YOU
because you stand as Christ
Maintain your position
God is doing something and He has deployed every thing you need to win
Focus so that you would always see what He has prepared
You never lack and you cannot be disadvantaged
Those that are for you are more than those against you
Trust the Holy Ghost
He is here to help you, your legal advocate fighting your enemies on your behalf
your helper, leading your feet in the path that they should go

Keep your eyes of faith open and seeing
Do not judge after the seeing of your eyes and the hearing of your ears
God is for you!

Ignore unbelievers
You are set apart, mine; to be used to bring me glory
Keep on your whole armour
The fight is fixed in your favour always!

My new random post...

To redeem something is to buy or pay off, clear by payment, to discharge or fulfill, to recover, or to obtain the release or restoration of something (usually a debt). So when we say God is our Redeemer, it means that in spite of all, He has cleared us of any burdens, He has recovered all the cankerworm has eaten from our lives, and He has completely restored us to His perfection, covering our scars with His robe and restoring every dirty spot back to pureness. It's deep. What an awesome, God, that He chooses to redeem those in need of this. I'll stand with arms high & heart abandoned, in awe of the One who gave it ALL. 

When I say that @lightherlamp is my blessing, it may sound like a cliche but it is not. I literally used to eat spiritual food from blogs only. Yet I attend church on Sundays and Wednesdays but all that stayed with me was condemnation, only worship kept me going until I found lightherlamp a.k.a Jennifer Abayowa. It took me two years before I even heard her real name but she was a real blessing to me.

She is a breath of flesh air from the stilted atmosphere of ministry. the chase of the mega church can be crazy. All I want to do is serve but the craziness and the politics I refuse to condone. Let me not get carried away, Lightherlamp is a blessing

 It has been a while since I released my face consciously in another direction. 

Christ has redeemed me, He bought me, paid off my debts, he discharged and fulfilled the time to pay, Christ recovered and obtained the release or restoration of everything I could or the members of my family could ever owe this world system in Jesus name, amen. 

He has cleared us of any of our burdens, whatever they may be. He has restored all the cankerworm has eaten in my life, He has restored us to perfection, covered our scars with His robe, restored every dirty spot back to pureness and I am grateful.

This is my current petition, my prayer, my intercession, I will pray it until we become a praise, money will come forth for me and my family, we refuse to barely get by; we will experience the blessings of Abraham in Jesus name, amen. We will experience perfect wholeness in Jesus name, no managing in Jesus name, amen.

“But God doesn't call us to be comfortable. He calls us to trust Him so completely that we are unafraid to put ourselves in situations where we will be in trouble if He doesn't come through.” 

-Francis Chan, Crazy Love: Overwhelmed by a Relentless God

Blog meme!

Hello everybody :) 
Saw this on youtube so i decided to make a post and not a video.
1. Is it cute when a guy kisses you on the forehead?
Maybe. If he's not lusting that is. Its a guy's strategy to get you comfy with him so you think he doesn't want sex. All guys want sex, married and unmarried.

2. Would you like a long love letter?
Maybe a long mail. I am not really into letters, maybe when I get more romantic.

3. Group dates or single dates?
Group dates, it helps me relax around my S.O before I decide if I want to take it further.

4. Is your hair up or down?
Long fits me, and then the semi short cuts fit me too. I am not a dreadlock girl, I doubt I will ever be.

5. Do you straighten your hair?
Retouch, yes. What does straighten mean, is it the one with the curling iron?!

6. Do you get your nails done?
If I get my nails done, I am either attending a friend's wedding or my wedding or I am trying to impress some guy which I hardly do.

7. Jeans or skirts?
I usually prefer denim but all my denims are pretty tight and uncomfortable at the moment so I am loving dresses and skirts presently.

8. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
I wear some absurdly short clothes but then I have always known I have great legs, from the moment I turned 9 so I doubt I will ever give up short skirts or short dresses.

9. Do you text a lot?
Not really.

10. What would you do if you got pregnant?
 I don't plan to. I don't believe in pre-marital sex

11. Whats your favorite color?
Navy Blue

12. Heels or flats?
Heels. I can't afford to be looking fat.

13. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Gladiators

14. Would you ever leave the house without makeup on?
I do.

15. Do you think lipgloss is the best?
I do.

16. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
An hour and 30 minutes

17. Gold or silver?
I like both. I look different with both

18. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
Maybe 10.

19. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
No.

20. Do you wear lipsticks?
No

21. What age is the youngest you would ever date?
Mtchew! Is that an answer enough? I would date whomever I like.

22. Is it hot when guys are sweaty?
I don't think so.

23.What is the best possible feature on a guy
Sincerity and Kindness

24. Do you like making eye contact?
Not really. i just do sometimes

25. Do you ever picture your wedding dress or wedding?
I look fabulous. The groom also does but its my day now.

26. Would you kill for chocolate?
No. I will always have the resources for chocolate so no need to kill anyone.

27. Do you freak out if you miss your fav shows?
No I don't

28. Do you yell a lot?
Never.

29. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
Nope

30. Do you write a lot of mushy letter?
In my head

31.If you are to choose one makeup to use forever what would it be?
Eyeliner, makeup, eye pencil, lip gloss, loose powder

32. Do you fall in love easily?
Nope  

33. Do you have cramps right now?
Thank God. No

If you are interested in doing this, please do it, feel free!

Them that are led by the Spirit of God...

Hello,

So I want to write about recent happenings
My sister got married and it is a good thing
What some people said and prayed and plotted
that it wouldn't be done has been achieved.

I don't know what is on the grapevine
but there is certainly something brewing
Instead of people talking about the new word
they heard or something about God that excites

They talk about people, now it would be good
if they could change anything but they can't
and they don't even want to
I guess it is one of the characteristics of a megachurch

The people in a mega church are more interested
in other people's lives than in God
Well its my turn now and I am ready to get married

Come what may, God will walk with me on this road
I waas preoccupied again as usual
so when is it now that I can minister to someone
when my propagandist have gone ahead of me to
spread bitterness before I even get there


The word still blesses on twitter and on facebook
but in this church, no. And I am not the carpenters son
ordinary Jesus, I am the son of God

I know what they try to deny: the power of God
They are guaranteed to see more anyways
Cos it is not me, it is God doing His thingy so
He will answer them for me.

I know that they don't care but should they really? God is doing His thing
with or without their imput!

Hi

Wow

I know what I want
Everyone is doing their best to confuse me

I know what I want
I am just not sure what God wants

If he would just give me a word tomorrow

Holy Spirit
Give me discernment!

Hmmm

MTN made my life miserable today

To whom it may concern

You made your choice
I have made mine

Get out of my business and
stick your head in 'yours'

In other matters....

I am sorry for a sorry network!

The anointing breaks the yoke...

We are anointed, equipped for the task to which Christ has called us. It is that anointing which is all-important. 1 John 2:20,27(NKJ) “You have an anointing from the Holy One ... The anointing which you have received from him abides in you.” The word “unction” or “anointing” is the Greek “chrisma” from which we get the word Christ, the Anointed One. This “chrism,” the endowment of the Holy Spirit, is the secret of a true evangelist. Even Jesus Himself needed to receive the anointing to go about doing good and healing. Now why would Jesus need an anointing? He was flesh and blood that is why. So are we. It is the anointing which takes our voice and our gestures and adds to them a special new quality. No actor can imitate it. Watch an unconverted actor preach in a television play and it is so obviously artificial, like hearing a ventriloquist’s doll. There’s no soul in it. But the anointing breaks the yoke. God bless you. REINHARD BONNKE

 This post is basically about renewing my mind now. 

Would you believe if I told you that I forget that I was immortal because of the blood of Jesus and what it accomplished, I thought I was an ordinary human being because of the cares of this world, I forgot who I was. I forgot that I was seated in heavenly realms in Christ and that I could stand on the things that Jesus had done...

 I know the voice that speaks behind my voice, that gives me power, it is the Holy Ghost speaking through me.  1 John 2;20, 27 says that I, Tisha have an anointing from the Holy One, that the anointing I have received remains in me.

Unction means Chrisma, from the word Christ, it is an endowment of the Holy Ghost, the secret of a true evangelist. The bible says Jesus needed to receive the anointing to do good and to heal. 

 The anointing, that special endowment from the Holy Ghost takes my voice and my gestures and  adds a special new quality, it comes from deep inside, we know that we couldn't be that spectacular without the Holy Ghost, the anointing makes the difference.

The anointing of God's Spirit makes me more than a man

When we yield to the Holy Ghost, dropping our agenda's and whatnot, then He can use us for His glory and even when we bear His glory upon our lives, we still give Him the glory.

 The anointing of God's Spirit covers me and my family. I have the Spirit of gentleness.   

Laughter...

We play with kingdom matters a lot.
It is weird when you stand up and play games with children of God
In the name of Jesus.

It is so so wrong.
I am not one to judge but it beats my imagination
when someone will talk to another online under aliases
trying to do what, kidnap, set up
I just think that it beats my imagination

It is just amazing to me
I cannot understand why something like this will be going on in the kingdom
I am sure the angels are amazed also
because they check between our words and actions.

I am just being led by God's Spirit everyday

God is going to finish what He started
I trust in His goodness
I trust that the enemy will be caught in his craftiness
along with all his cohorts

I put my trust in the living God, He is my guide and protection
my way maker and the lover of my soul.

because of His unfailing love for me, He will stand to defend me
and put my adversaries to shame.
I just put my eyes on Him and thank Him daily for His mercy
is mind-blowing!

Secret of my life

I don't let any negative word land without giving a response from my spirit.

Who is my spirit sef?

2 Corinthians 5:17

If any man be in Christ, He is a new creation, old things have passed away and everything is made new.

I have been made new and the new things are of God, so where is the destroyed motherboard, you wish. I laugh in tongues. I have been made new. I know a lot of people have issues in marriage but that is to be expected. You sought through your issues. But the issues get irreconcilable when you don't have the Holy Ghost permission to go ahead and you do so. people think it is a joke when they are asked to grow in the lord, they think i don't have any issues so i shouldn't have to pray.

Praying keeps you sensitive to God and to the Holy Spirit. The most powerful thing you can ever do for your new man is to surrender to the lordship of the word, of the Holy Spirit and of love.

We skip the practical classes and play lip service to God, pleasing the people we can see with our human eye and displeasing the One who saved us just because we cannot see Him with the human eye.

"We Win" abi. But in their thought patterns they expect me to fail in marriage. Does 'we win' not apply to marriage also. All I know is that I am whole and complete in Christ Jesus.

Yes I was raped. But when I got born again, I became a new man and nowhere in the bible does it say that I must be counseled by anyone. That I got here today ought to let them know that I got help and I am not in the business of taking counseling from people who think it might be 50/50. The word of God works for me always.

scriptures say "...and your children will be taught of God" 

Holy Spirit, I thank you because you can teach me the phronesis I need for every stage of my life, I never walk alone because I have a Father who cares and who guides my path and doesn't see me as a project that may fail/succeed. he created me with the idea of victory in mind and He equipped me for everything that would come my way so that I have no excuse to fail in this life.

There is Zoe in my spirit and that zoe is active.

Love Day....

I was thinking of a more creative title but I couldn't come up with any. Why am I blogging today? Is it because I don't have anything to complain about anymore. Nope I was just thinking of the heroes of faith like Mary, Hannah and Elizabeth and how they dealt with their naysayers. Do you know that Elizabeth's naysayer was the closest one to her. \I don't know who her encourager was but that Mary came to her at 6 months. The announcement wasn't even made to her, it was made to the naysayer who was then struck dumb.

Let me quote one of my midwives:
"You're looking at the natural... conduct yourself as a daughter of the King at all times"

Imma do this, before she told me this, she asked me to distance myself from any kind of drama and pray for clarity. There is something to fight for obviously but I aint fighting because the battle is the Lord's, He knows what He wants to do and will accomplish His purpose. It is my responsibility to not be distracted so that I know how to obey Him at all times.

God loves me. He loves you too. You should focus on this. Happy Vals Day

Learn to tap into the supernatural and understand that you don't operate from the natural as a born again child of God, your spirit is alive and you can operate beyond the natural to the supernatural and that even though people may not understand you, you will be doing what please your Father. This is the narrow way!

What do you believe?

What you believe shows up in your actions?

Someone said, you have to burn the bridges behind you. When you believe with your words but not with your heart; inside your heart, you have doubts that of what you are saying. It would take the power out of your words.

I have burned my bridges behind me. It took a while for me to get here but it was all God, none of it was me; I can't take the credit for the good news because He sent many obedient people my way. They must have felt foolish saying those things but the words were my saving grace.

Like I said, what you believe shows up in your thoughts and in your actions.
Everyone is so focused on the outside appearances when they should be focused on the word of God, well I am a spirit being, a supernatural one for that matter and I am focused on the internals, on what God is saying and on the word of God.

Babies can be so amusing and so manipulative; adults in Christianity on the other hand just wait for God's instructions and they don't try to do things by themselves. Self-effort will destroy your Christianity but a lot of people don't believe that, but I do.

Holy Spirit, I thank you for your guidiance, I couldn't have gotten here without you, you are my defence and my strong tower. To be truthful, I am just waiting to be done here so that I can go and live the life that you have planned for me, not one that is controlled by another human being. I am not interested in being God, God has been so good to me and my family.

NB. I cream my dreams, it is all working together for my good.
I am led by the Spirit of God, I lost my way and I cannot say that I am as fluent as I was before I came here, but I am trying to fellowship with God consistently, till then I am not doing anything concrete. The Holy Ghost must cement any decision I make or I will change it as He wills.

A sad post...

I bet they think they hurt me...
No I am just sad for them, and rather than keep quiet, I chose to speak
And they showed me their irritation like I should care.

They want to stay the same, I want to move at the speed of light
I want to walk in the supernatural, they want to remain the same.
It would be all the same if I just stepped off the face of the earth
So they can remain the same before GOD happened.

There lies their mistake
I am not the one that happened
It is GOD who happened.

I am not quite sure what I should do
Because God started it,
I want to leave with everything that is in me
They showed what they felt were honest emotions but I do
not have to accommodate their honest emotions
They should shove all their stupid thoughts up their religious butts

I have a life to live and I do not answer to them
I have a problem with people who say they follow Christ but do
the opposite of what He would do.
I owe them nothing, nothing at all; because I did not give my life to them

I just wish they would acknowledge the word of God or go back to their
previous religions, the ones they have erected back in the place Christ may
once have held.

NB: I choose to lift Jesus up anyways in my own little way
Not just in words but in actions and thoughts also

NO more PRETENDING!!!

Happy New Year

Happy New Year folks...
I am in for much good this year!

Me....

What keeps me going...

This time, i direct you to a man of God who's celebrating the nativity through play and it is blessing me. Sometimes it is terribly lonely trying to follow the path God has set for you amidst many dissenting voices who believe they know what best you should do by experience. He's @drtonyrapu go check him out, he's really cool and spirit submitted.

Sometimes God does something so big you were expecting, but weren't really expecting and the people who you believe should encourage you are the ones who dissuade you. Sometimes it is so big that because you don't know the complete story you could make a mistake and follow the voice of experience. What stops me is the fact that the people speaking don't know the beginning of the story, the covenant is not with them but with God.

Like I sang along with Tye Tribbett yesterday and felt the stirrings of faith for the first time in a long time, "I have no other choice than to trust You..." the title of the song is 'No other choice' by Tye Tribbett. Sometimes all you can do is trust that God can take of you and your family better than you can and put your hands in His and walk with Him.

My heart broke when I said, "...but I know that every word You say is true..." because I can say the words but I know that my actions are contrary so I chose to make a U-turn and actually trust God when I say those words because He started the chain reaction and He can finish it.

Holy Ghost...

Spiritual things...
It aint planned
You just know what to hum when the time comes
It can be a laugh
A hum
Or a prayer
As long as God is the focus

Peace beyond my understanding!

"Those you don't pray don't see into the realm of the spirit, they only see what others see".

Am I praying? No I am done with the praying. I am in thanksgiving mode. Am I supplicating? Not really I am affirming the word of the Lord.
It has been a long time since I acknowledged that there was a realm of the spirit.
Has my mindset changed? I guess! I am renewing my mind, sha! I am tired of the microwave Christianity. How do you see into the realm of the spirit if you don't pray? Is it magic?

A thousand times, no.
The things I had forgotten on the road to pleasing man. I have been like humpty-dumpty for the last three years and still no one was pleased least of all, me. God may have been pleased some of the time. I am just so glad that He never left me. Who said ministry was easy?

I am worried and scared about the road I am on. I don't know if I can do it because no one has changed. I hate nothing more than human conflict and there is going to be a lot of it. Hardly anyone has the fruits of the spirit and unlike the gifts of the Holy Spirit, you need to obey the Holy Spirit to get the fruits of the spirit. His gifts are without repentance. His gifts are developed when you obey. Obedience is not easy but the rewards of obedience cannot be bought with money.

It is well with my soul.

Just obeying the saying, say to the righteous, It is well. 

Mine adversaries are many and they do not even pretend to oppose me, they are 'oha' about it. They have searched and searched for ways to disqualify me, at a point I stopped caring. It was after the weary time. The weary time was so horrible because I wasn't physically tired, I was weary in my soul and emotionally. I was emotionally drained and I had nothing to give; I didn't even know at which point the peace filled my soul. I just know that God sent me the midwives.

Thank you, Jesus. I couldn't have made it if you didn't send the midwives. I see the journey ahead and Lord, I just trust you to lead me in the right path.
I function in God's wisdom and the ability to fulfil all that You ask is in me in Jesus name, amen.

It feels good to be sincere!
 

Not so random...

You know
I should learn to pray seriously when the Holy Ghost tells me something

This morning He said, your power cord is not in your bag
I checked and it wasn't, i then ran upstairs to get it

You might think there is no gain but if i hadn't worked in the spirit
yesterday, i would have regretted it.
I am down with walking in the spirit so much more.

All he did was ask me to rebuke depression and suicidal thoughts
I did albeit a little adamantly
It is embarrassing to pray such prayers but i did anyway.

I thank God that God answered my 'not good enough prayers'

Only God knows what made me get satisfied with living as if the spirit realms
doesn't exist.

You see, my dad is a witch/wizard, whatever, point is that he serves the
devil actively, he fasts, gives money and all that, for the devil who doesn't love him

Whatever, i am going to be so much more conscious of the realm of the spirit
not so i fear demons but so i am convinced that angel michael, angel gabriel
and all those other wonderful angels of God are waiting to do my bidding
when i pray the word.

When i rebuke any spirit, the angels go to work and make the demons powerless
I thank you Father because I am going through.

I will get to the total manifestation of my miracle because this is what God wants for me
and my family

Jehovah- Omni Potent God is my God
All powerful

I don't even need to grow my faith because it is the faith of Jesus
All i need to do is starve my doubts and all the sources of doubt
common sense abi
That is why i walk by faith and not by sight

And i drink from the rivers of God's pleasure!

Peace!