I am thankful for His unspeakable gifts...

Faith restored.
I was reading Jesse Duplantis during the week and Jesse said the believer has two gifts that he must operate regularly. They are the 'shield of faith' and the 'sword of the spirit'. The shield of faith quenches the darts of the enemy (satan) and your sword of the spirit mounts an offensive against the enemy.

To get these you must read your bible daily.

My dad is a Freemason. If you know anything about London, UK or America, you will know that they are proud witches, wizards and satanists. He gave a N100,000 last month to get some stupid certificates.

I was reading this site online and I saw this site: vigilant citizen

I saw a particular testimony from a guy who just got free from mind control that his dad had him trapped in. Here's what he (his name is Steven) said:

My Father is a Free Mason. He wanted to silence me about abuse from my adopted brother, which at that time I could only remember his abuse. But my dads suppression of truth brought flooding back other memories including masonic deities I was devoted to. I am living testimony through Jesus and faith in Him that this evil can be broken. My dad and whole family are now out of my life and fopr the first tiem I walk in a real world, I have friends who do not reveal themse;ves as enemies when I need them. Freedom after being monarch programmed is amazing, true sense of freedom and no nightmare. Do not give up hope victims out there. In my experienece and I cannot deny it is only Jesus who did this for me, but it was only after sharing my faith dad had me rehospitalised after breaking free of many traumatic lifestyle "choices" (programmed). I have been passed through 9 different holding areas in the past 9/10 months, and now after climbing on the roof of the last ward I was transferred to a amazing private hospital who have been open to my story, one Christian nurse even knowing and admitting the evil of the illuminate. I think my dad was hoping for promotion to top of UK Masons, but now he wont even speak to me, so control broken. Need him at a distance for forgiveness as he is still abusing. NSPCC I will be contacting for the sake of vulnerable other children as he runs a youth snooker club. He is very sick and held me in the room it all started, (where I began my recall of memories). There is a true satanic sorcery side to this evil. I am just grateful to God for breaking the curse and freeing me for a future. Kind of sad I am 37 (I think) and only just free, but the sense of freedom makes me so happy and kind of worth waiting for. Do not give up hope O monarchs. Dad had a big plan for me and it failed. Their only power of the victims weakness. Shows how pathetic they are.
Read more at http://vigilantcitizen.com/hidden-knowledge/origins-and-techniques-of-monarch-mind-control/#8Liqt67Cuj0ezFOc.99

I believe the things that he said because I have seen my dad practice this. I am done with talking about how evil he is. My dad has been my prayer point for the last three months. My goal of 2014 is "Lord Jesus, save my daddy, give him a divine encounter, show us all a way out so that we will give You glory; cause your light to shine out of darkness".

John 1: 4-5 says 'In Him was life; and the life was the light of men. And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not'.

Happy 2014

Marked with 'strange works and strange acts and the exceeding grace of God

  

Read more at http://vigilantcitizen.com/hidden-knowledge/origins-and-techniques-of-monarch-mind-control/#8Liqt67Cuj0ezFOc.99

My Father is a Free Mason. He wanted to silence me about abuse from my adopted brother, which at that time I could only remember his abuse. But my dads suppression of truth brought flooding back other memories including masonic deities I was devoted to. I am living testimony through Jesus and faith in Him that this evil can be broken. My dad and whole family are now out of my life and fopr the first tiem I walk in a real world, I have friends who do not reveal themse;ves as enemies when I need them. Freedom after being monarch programmed is amazing, true sense of freedom and no nightmare. Do not give up hope victims out there. In my experienece and I cannot deny it is only Jesus who did this for me, but it was only after sharing my faith dad had me rehospitalised after breaking free of many traumatic lifestyle "choices" (programmed). I have been passed through 9 different holding areas in the past 9/10 months, and now after climbing on the roof of the last ward I was transferred to a amazing private hospital who have been open to my story, one Christian nurse even knowing and admitting the evil of the illuminate. I think my dad was hoping for promotion to top of UK Masons, but now he wont even speak to me, so control broken. Need him at a distance for forgiveness as he is still abusing. NSPCC I will be contacting for the sake of vulnerable other children as he runs a youth snooker club. He is very sick and held me in the room it all started, (where I began my recal of memories). There is a true satanic sorcery side to this evil. I am just grateful to God for breaking the curse and freeing me for a future. Kind of sad I am 37 (I think) and only just free, but the sense of freedom makes me so happy and kind of worth waiting for. Do not give up hope O monarchs. Dad had a big plan for me and it failed. Their only power os the victims weakness. Shows how pathetic they are.
Read more at http://vigilantcitizen.com/hidden-knowledge/origins-and-techniques-of-monarch-mind-control/#8Liqt67Cuj0ezFOc.99

My Father is a Free Mason. He wanted to silence me about abuse from my adopted brother, which at that time I could only remember his abuse. But my dads suppression of truth brought flooding back other memories including masonic deities I was devoted to. I am living testimony through Jesus and faith in Him that this evil can be broken. My dad and whole family are now out of my life and fopr the first tiem I walk in a real world, I have friends who do not reveal themse;ves as enemies when I need them. Freedom after being monarch programmed is amazing, true sense of freedom and no nightmare. Do not give up hope victims out there. In my experienece and I cannot deny it is only Jesus who did this for me, but it was only after sharing my faith dad had me rehospitalised after breaking free of many traumatic lifestyle "choices" (programmed). I have been passed through 9 different holding areas in the past 9/10 months, and now after climbing on the roof of the last ward I was transferred to a amazing private hospital who have been open to my story, one Christian nurse even knowing and admitting the evil of the illuminate. I think my dad was hoping for promotion to top of UK Masons, but now he wont even speak to me, so control broken. Need him at a distance for forgiveness as he is still abusing. NSPCC I will be contacting for the sake of vulnerable other children as he runs a youth snooker club. He is very sick and held me in the room it all started, (where I began my recal of memories). There is a true satanic sorcery side to this evil. I am just grateful to God for breaking the curse and freeing me for a future. Kind of sad I am 37 (I think) and only just free, but the sense of freedom makes me so happy and kind of worth waiting for. Do not give up hope O monarchs. Dad had a big plan for me and it failed. Their only power os the victims weakness. Shows how pathetic they are.
Read more at http://vigilantcitizen.com/hidden-knowledge/origins-and-techniques-of-monarch-mind-control/#8Liqt67Cuj0ezFOc.99

My Father is a Free Mason. He wanted to silence me about abuse from my adopted brother, which at that time I could only remember his abuse. But my dads suppression of truth brought flooding back other memories including masonic deities I was devoted to. I am living testimony through Jesus and faith in Him that this evil can be broken. My dad and whole family are now out of my life and fopr the first tiem I walk in a real world, I have friends who do not reveal themse;ves as enemies when I need them. Freedom after being monarch programmed is amazing, true sense of freedom and no nightmare. Do not give up hope victims out there. In my experienece and I cannot deny it is only Jesus who did this for me, but it was only after sharing my faith dad had me rehospitalised after breaking free of many traumatic lifestyle "choices" (programmed). I have been passed through 9 different holding areas in the past 9/10 months, and now after climbing on the roof of the last ward I was transferred to a amazing private hospital who have been open to my story, one Christian nurse even knowing and admitting the evil of the illuminate. I think my dad was hoping for promotion to top of UK Masons, but now he wont even speak to me, so control broken. Need him at a distance for forgiveness as he is still abusing. NSPCC I will be contacting for the sake of vulnerable other children as he runs a youth snooker club. He is very sick and held me in the room it all started, (where I began my recal of memories). There is a true satanic sorcery side to this evil. I am just grateful to God for breaking the curse and freeing me for a future. Kind of sad I am 37 (I think) and only just free, but the sense of freedom makes me so happy and kind of worth waiting for. Do not give up hope O monarchs. Dad had a big plan for me and it failed. Their only power os the victims weakness. Shows how pathetic they are.
Read more at http://vigilantcitizen.com/hidden-knowledge/origins-and-techniques-of-monarch-mind-control/#8Liqt67Cuj0ezFOc.99

My Father is a Free Mason. He wanted to silence me about abuse from my adopted brother, which at that time I could only remember his abuse. But my dads suppression of truth brought flooding back other memories including masonic deities I was devoted to. I am living testimony through Jesus and faith in Him that this evil can be broken. My dad and whole family are now out of my life and fopr the first tiem I walk in a real world, I have friends who do not reveal themse;ves as enemies when I need them. Freedom after being monarch programmed is amazing, true sense of freedom and no nightmare. Do not give up hope victims out there. In my experienece and I cannot deny it is only Jesus who did this for me, but it was only after sharing my faith dad had me rehospitalised after breaking free of many traumatic lifestyle "choices" (programmed). I have been passed through 9 different holding areas in the past 9/10 months, and now after climbing on the roof of the last ward I was transferred to a amazing private hospital who have been open to my story, one Christian nurse even knowing and admitting the evil of the illuminate. I think my dad was hoping for promotion to top of UK Masons, but now he wont even speak to me, so control broken. Need him at a distance for forgiveness as he is still abusing. NSPCC I will be contacting for the sake of vulnerable other children as he runs a youth snooker club. He is very sick and held me in the room it all started, (where I began my recal of memories). There is a true satanic sorcery side to this evil. I am just grateful to God for breaking the curse and freeing me for a future. Kind of sad I am 37 (I think) and only just free, but the sense of freedom makes me so happy and kind of worth waiting for. Do not give up hope O monarchs. Dad had a big plan for me and it failed. Their only power os the victims weakness. Shows how pathetic they are.
Read more at http://vigilantcitizen.com/hidden-knowledge/origins-and-techniques-of-monarch-mind-control/#8Liqt67Cuj0ezFOc.99

My Father is a Free Mason. He wanted to silence me about abuse from my adopted brother, which at that time I could only remember his abuse. But my dads suppression of truth brought flooding back other memories including masonic deities I was devoted to. I am living testimony through Jesus and faith in Him that this evil can be broken. My dad and whole family are now out of my life and fopr the first tiem I walk in a real world, I have friends who do not reveal themse;ves as enemies when I need them. Freedom after being monarch programmed is amazing, true sense of freedom and no nightmare. Do not give up hope victims out there. In my experienece and I cannot deny it is only Jesus who did this for me, but it was only after sharing my faith dad had me rehospitalised after breaking free of many traumatic lifestyle "choices" (programmed). I have been passed through 9 different holding areas in the past 9/10 months, and now after climbing on the roof of the last ward I was transferred to a amazing private hospital who have been open to my story, one Christian nurse even knowing and admitting the evil of the illuminate. I think my dad was hoping for promotion to top of UK Masons, but now he wont even speak to me, so control broken. Need him at a distance for forgiveness as he is still abusing. NSPCC I will be contacting for the sake of vulnerable other children as he runs a youth snooker club. He is very sick and held me in the room it all started, (where I began my recal of memories). There is a true satanic sorcery side to this evil. I am just grateful to God for breaking the curse and freeing me for a future. Kind of sad I am 37 (I think) and only just free, but the sense of freedom makes me so happy and kind of worth waiting for. Do not give up hope O monarchs. Dad had a big plan for me and it failed. Their only power os the victims weakness. Shows how pathetic they are.
Read more at http://vigilantcitizen.com/hidden-knowledge/origins-and-techniques-of-monarch-mind-control/#8Liqt67Cuj0ezFOc.99

Saturday

Home
Home sweet home
You never know how awesome home is
Till you haven't encountered strangers
Who say one thing with their mouth
And say another thing behind you
With no fear for God after all you aren't God
I belong to God
But I guess they forgot since they hold the list
Of all the people who belong to God
And they can decide who to be nasty to
And who to be wicked to

It is well
God take care of them
As he will take care of me
I am just glad that God showed me kindness
Amidst my long suffering

New horizons, new victories coming up
Thankful for revelation knowledge
He only shows us the next step and
I am taking it!

High

Thank You Jesus
The road has been long.
By the faith of Jesus, I am on Your agenda this December
You have good plans for me and mine to teach us the way we should go.

I know I am doing the right thing. I know the next two steps
The third step is in the dark yet; but I know I will see it right on time.

Come December, like the woman with the issue of God, I come to draw exactly what I need out of you.
It doesn't matter what others are interested in drawing but I will draw everything I need out of You, Jesus.

I will take You at Your word.

Ministry hasn't been easy but I offer You thanksgiving for this time and for all that You accomplished through it. You are sovereign. All through the journey at many times I thought I knew better than You.

You said, 'wait' and I did. With everything I had, I did. I cried fighting against my desire to go my way. Thank You for giving me the grace to do what You said. Because on my own I wouldn't have.

Thank You for the things that You have told me. I trust in You and in all that You have said. I will yet fulfil that other prophecy by the grace of God that is upon my life.

Father, thank You for you break barriers for me and my family this month and You make impossible things possible again in Jesus name, amen.

Trusting You that day in fellow shipping through all the tears of blood was/is worth it.

For everything I trust You and I will speak the faith I believe no matter what anyone says.

Best gift ever: I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus.

This is what qualifies me for your goodness every time and the willingness to keep my mind renewed to Your word so that I can receive everything that You have for me and my family always.

Thank God: I have seen twin girls for my sis. It is well with her o. Taking care of baby is not easy talk less of taking care of 2 babies.

When my faith is missing, I depend on the faith of Jesus which is so much more powerful than mine. Lord let me always see Your faith instead of mine.

Just heard that prophesy again. I think it is difficult but God says it is possible that I should operate in the supernatural.
Because my faith is in the Almighty God. He is telling me who He is again.

I trust You Lord for everything. I will keep drawing out of You my Father.

I am walking by Faith...

I am not surprised at all...

"If we win, we praise Him if we lose, we praise Him"

Line from facing the giants. 
Awesome, awesome movie, by the grace of God I will defeat every giant in my way in Jesus name, amen.
By the faith of Jesus, I can have anything I pray for; I thank you Lord Jesus for restoration in every area of my life and family in Jesus name, amen.

What I used previously was too depressing but I said, I won't let you win. I am perpetually full of the joy of the Holy Ghost.

I have two siblings who have a mental challenge. I am born again, spirit filled and I love the Lord but he loves me more. He has shone up too much, the favor of God upon my life has destroyed giants that man could not in me and in my family. It has also attracted much persecution and hatred but I am cool with it. The God who gave me the miracle is big enough to handle my opposition. He is able to put the right words in my mouth and conquer the enemies that surround me. He is able to restore what the worm, canker worm and any other kind of worm has eaten, he can restore it to me a 1000-fold. 

I was hurt when he recited a story about a mad man, the guy is mentally challenged and was engaged to a girl in my church. They succeeded in destroying the relationship over what they believe God's hands is not big enough to do. I am so sorry, I am one of those people that can stand out against 2000 people and believe God. God can do anything! My friend who was mentally challenged is married with a  daughter now. By the way he is born again, I used to invite him to my church, but he must have known something I didn't. Thank God for his supportive family and church and friends. Sometimes people that the church calls unbelievers actually believe God more than the church. The church believes doctrine but they don't believe God. Doctrines create religion but it does not create people who utilize the faith God has given them. I wonder how many faithless churches stopped him from getting married. Imagine comparing the kinds of madness like they are doctors, they say that the kind of madness is not the one you get from reading too much, should there be a difference in any kind of madness, is God not able?

If their God is not able; my own God is able!

I feel really sad because no one knows the truth. He played the shame factor because I know some people who have mental challenged siblings who didn't speak up; they were laughing, after they will go home and be crying in bed at night then come to church and be pretending laugh because there is no true vulnerability except they want to cut you or hurt you or do you damage or try to be better than you, it is a terrible culture. 

Jesus had the loyalty of people because he cared about them, Jesus has my loyalty because he showed me that he cares about me. I love the Lord because He cares about me. He loves me pieces. I know!
I also know that faith doesn't just fall on your lap, you have to use your measure of faith till it grows, if you never use it, it won't grow and you will be a babe forever.
You also can't use your faith to get land but you won't use it for a mentally challenged man, that is covetousness. I look at them and I laugh. I pray for them in the moments when I am talking with God and the Holy Spirit says, "Pray for your enemies, love them..."

The Spirit of God told me to stop trying to protect myself from getting up but to live my life that 'lo he is with me" lol!. 

If they ever have a challenge, that would be the first time they are actually using their faith, they would be played by the devil not because he is too strong but because they are too strategic almost like the people in the world; nothing differentiates them from the world people.  Love must motivate your prayer. That is something I know. 

I know that you can't give what you don't have. But if you have Jesus, you should have compassion. I am glad to inform him that his people will be just like him lacking compassion and that if they don't love Jesus, then they can't really love him, they only love the fact that he is meeting their needs. 

1 Corinthians 3:21-23

21So then let no one boast in men. For all things belong to you, 22whether Paul or Apollos or Cephas or the world or life or death or things present or things to come; all things belong to you, 23and you belong to Christ; and Christ belongs to God.

Lord, help your daughter so that she doesn't contact their faithlessness. If you believe, you will pray, if you don't believe you will make excuses. Guess what, the devil has you in his pocket already. You don't walk by faith, there is no need for him to persecute you, you are living in his camp. 

Meanwhile I am thanking God for restoration in a certain area I saw on Sunday, I serve a faithful God.

The Holy Spirit asked me not to respond to him, that I should leave him to Him and I decided that God is too good to me, I leave him to the Lord. 

I am flying on the wings of the spirit, soaring and making progress. 

He is my blessing, every time he has provoked me to try and get me into unbelief, my faith in God has risen that more so I thank you for all that you have done unknowing; the heart of the king is in God's hands afterall. 

Do I care any more?

Do I care anymore?
Yes I do, it hurts
No it doesn't.
Fact
They can't hurt me anymore
I don't know why Jesus chose
this road
But he understands best

Today I understood
"Perfect love casts out all fear"
I do understand God's perfect love for me
But when it comes to relationships
I am afraid to get hurt

Why?

Of course I got raped
That is so far into the past
Almost 15 years
Honestly I probably am using it as an excuse
to not get involved with someone
I must open up to
I don't want fake relationship
Where my boyf accepts me or what he can get of me
Which is not all of me
If I get my way
But I don't want to get my way
I can't believe I just said that
Because without the Holy Ghost
I am just plain selfish
Brene said, some people withhold love
Immediately she said that,
It clang in my ears
"I withhold love..."

I know I do
How do I come out of that place?
He tried so much
Now he's making me suffer
Makes me want to open up to him
and then close up too and make him suffer
problem with having someone as smart as you
He understands you just fine
and so the games don't work

Maybe I should do what my cousin did
Date 6 guys in succession
and then pick one
No emotions involved
I just know, come December
I would finally be able to date
and stop the rigmarole

This year, God impressed on my heart not to date
and as soon as he said it
possibilities kept coming to break what he said
and stubborn me, I was happy to go along for the ride

God you are patient with me
Thankful!

Action plan: I will definitely do something, they will be so many, it will be so confusing
My FBI agents won't be able to keep track
I will have fun too!

I still believe God.
I believe in Jesus and in the Holy Ghost.

"I and mine, we are a confirmation of God's covenant"

Christ in ME...

I didn't get changed at an camp
I got changed in college, the most unlikely place
Except the fact that a bunch of cool kids decided to commit to Jesus
Their impact set me up for the kind of believer I became
I have been hiding:

One of the pastors said one day that:
"When Jesus becomes your LORD, you lose your reputation;
you can't be guarding your reputation, Jesus can ask you to do anything"

Holy Spirit, I am going to do my best to put myself out there for you
I carry the Holy Spirit inside of me, I am going to have faith everyday
Cynicism will not destroy me, fear, anger, unbelief all of the fleshy things cannot have me

I am led by the Spirit of God, there's no any other way for me.

I will talk about Jesus more and reach out to the people around me more
and pray about the people that hurt me to God
Carrying offenses just helps you waste time nursing the wrong things
God has put birthing power in me, it is for dreams and not for grievances

Father thank you for resurrection power, I choose to trust you
Spirit of God, help me depend on you more than I depend on me
Help me scrap depending on me cos what can I do without you?

Help me put myself out there and trust You to use it for your glory
If I get happy, you get the glory
If I get hurt, you get the glory

Help me pray to you when I am hurt and not waste time in anger
Be my best friend again O Lord, I miss having you as a best friend
And life is too difficult without You
I am tired of playing big girl, I do need you so much

Thank You for peace and Joy
Your peace never left me so I knew that everything was going to be fine
Do help me put my faith to work more often inspite of what I see outside me

I live above the forces of darkness
I live above the principles of this life

Holy Spirit, forgive me for forgetting you are my partner and thanks for reminding me
#Thankful

New post...

I am that tornado that can't stay down
And when you try to take me down, I boomerang on
Because I have the life of God in me
Not because of any strength: physical or otherwise
But just because I have the life of God in me and I value intimacy
Intimacy with the Most High.

What kept me on the straight and narrow and ensured that I stay with God?

"Do not be conformed to this world..."
It is not talking of clothes, service, behavior or acts, it speaks of your thinking first before your actions...

Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind...
You know how believers always say in that fake holy voice, "His ways are higher than our ways".
Well that statement is fallacy.
(I hear blasphemy)
That way is fallacy if you don't recognize your identity in Christ.
I have the mind of Christ, I think like God, I act like God, I am connect with God, one with Him and so His ways are mine, afterall I have the mind of Christ.
But your confession is truth if your mind is no renewed, old things are passed away but you will live in the old and never experience the new until you shed it all at His altar and just recognize that you are a new wineskin, created to worship God.

So that you may prove what is that good, acceptable and perfect will of God
Without renewing your mind, you will never know God's will. At best you will be living a guessing game and at the mercy of the will and caprices of man.
So I am moving from that place into the will of God, at the mercies of God and in His perfect will for me.

I live above the forces of darkness
I live above the principles of this life
-SupernaturalMe

A very very truth-full post

Don't take it personal when people don't treat you well, it is only a reflection of who they are *that dancing smiley on bb*

- A close personal friend from college.

I have been taking a lot of flak and I have sparked (expressed my justified anger) a few times but guess what, they are cunning lot who don't care what they do to achieve their goals which is to look good in the eyes of people.

When I read this on my bb, it just settled something in my heart. Do you know how I knew they were propaganda-ing me, a dear friend of mine came to me and said that he knows that I have a beautiful heart that abi I know, I replied that yes I did.

It just confirmed what God said that they are foxes.

Funny enough I don't care anymore. Anyone who believes them is either stupid or has something to gain from them and so would rather believe their lies and anyone who wants to believe their lies, you haven't even started being a Christian but I won't be the one to tell you; you will jam rock.\

God has been too good to me for me not to acknowledge His goodness. Even they know that God has been too good to me, they would rather deny it than acknowledge the goodness of God. Now I wonder what the good LORD ever did to them to warrant such treatment but heck that is between God and them

The LORD is with me as a mighty terrible one
Guess who He is mighty against?

My enemies so I am sorry for anyone who defines themselves as my enemy
Ciao!

Sad for someone else enough to pray

 I read a post on twitter and my heart was so grieved, the said guy had lost faith in God and was exactly where the devil wanted him.

Everyone was giving advice but all I had for him was prayer. I am a passionate praying daughter of the Most High God because I have known the love of God. There were so many platitudes I could have given him but I sensed that more than convincing what he needed was someone who cared about him to pray for him. I am gonna keep praying until I see a change. I believe that he will change and if that is all that I accomplish for 2013 that actually has some spiritual significance, it would have been enough for me. 

God bless his soul, I pray that the Holy Ghost comfort Him and reach to the place that others will not be able to reach while doing their duty.

Goal of July and August:

Pray to God from my heart and to depend on Him for everything.

I really believe from the best of me that "The blessing is greater than the curse" not because I believe the words but because I believe God. It wasn't a time to argue with the guy about divine healing, his mom died last year. It was a time to just shower him with the love of God. I pray that God will orchestrate his months so that wherever he goes, everyone he meets will be showing him the love of God that is unconditional!

The blessing is greater than the curse.

God is God. He doesn’t lie.
Here’s something I want you to know, your mom will not want you to live a meaningless life
So inquire of the Lord and get to know Him, not about Him but get to know Him

I will pray for you.
Be convinced that God loves you. The only proof you need is that He sent Jesus to die on the cross for you.

You are light, I pray that the spirit of God will unveil you so that you can meet God and savour His presence.

My Christian life not the one I got by virtue of Christian parents but the one I got because I cultivated a relationship with the Holy Ghost started out of death; but God called light out of it.

I pray for you that God will call light out of your darkness and fill your heart with His love; that you will know the love of God that passes knowledge in Jesus name, amen. I pray for you that you will have a vital relationship with God through the Holy Ghost in Jesus name, amen.

I always tell people that the Holy Ghost is my best friend and a lot of times they don’t understand why because for them, it is easier to believe what they see. Well getting saved, I learnt to believe in what I cannot see by the Holy Ghost.

I pray that the Holy Ghost will come to you and comfort you and be your best friend in Jesus name, amen.

I pray that when you are whole, complete, healed in your emotions, your spirit, soul and body that you will be a help to everyone that you come across in Jesus name, amen. I pray that God will make you like he made me; a restorer of the broken places. A builder of the abandoned places, that out of your belly would flow rivers of living water. That resurrection power would flow out of you and heal the people in your world.

God bless your heart and heal it till it is whole in Jesus name, amen. God make you a succourer by His spirit in Jesus name, amen.

Na wa o!

When we, the down-trodden, the beat-up, the heavy-laden, the grieving, and the sorrowful throw in the towel and give up, it is the Spirit that revives faith and hope the next morning. It is the Spirit who protects the bruised reed, and it is the Spirit who won’t let the sputtering flame go out.

They think that it is okay to break laws if they are doing it for the Christian family but it is wrong. Those practices are practices of a cult and they are only pissed because they feel helpless because they don't want to admit that God is wiser than them. Ta da!

Right now I feel terrible because no matter what I do that silly man is going to interpret it to mean whatever will work for the will he has already decided in his mind, what a weak puny mind, he's trying to pick on me. I want to be fired more than he wants to fire me right now, I am not scared of him, I am not scared of anyone. I just want to leave, I am tired of their bullshit because I can't feel the presence of God when we praise/worship, I can feel the pull of many people's will but because there is no surrender, how can we change ourselves without the Holy Spirit?

I can't teach them anyway, it is not my place. I can only show them how I worship God, I just empty my mind up to God and let Him do what He pleases, at least His will is constant, it is always good. They stole my umbrella to piss me off and they really don't care but that is because they are not surrendered to the Holy Ghost, they don't know how. Why am I still here? Am I still surrendered to the Holy Ghost? That stupid boy told me I am disrespectful, stupid little twat who is lawless, lacks self control and thinks that by shouting he can get anything done. He and his stupid wife are always trying to discredit me in little ways, I just wonder, if you are always trying to discredit me, when God speaks, you won't hear. But then that statement is pretty silly of me because they don't believe that God speaks.

Like the things of God, you cannot believe it with your head, until you believe it with your heart, you will never experience it. In foresight, the Holy Ghost was right, they are right for each other, they have been so beaten by life that they are small minded, bitter and competitive with me, still competing, I thought they would have left me alone by now but they are like pesky little insects, I am gonna be bold and say it out loud: it is like they watch me constantly and when they see a miracle in my life, they struggle to recreate it like Ramses sooth sayers. 

I feel like yelling at them, do your own thing, leave me alone. We are not running the same race, I am walking with God. 

Fears:

I think he was a former witch and that he has gone back to his practice of witchcraft because he transfers sickness or weakness to anyone who he is close to and he is always desperate to seat around me. I also have a sneaky feeling that he had something to do with my grandmother dying last year. I am tired of their meddling, I would just love to be left alone, when you want healing, you don't go after a girl who was healed, you go after God, leave me alone in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

You see why I can't stand to talk to him, I can hear his intentions, the intentions of anyone who is talking to me. That is why I fought with my office colleague openly because I knew she had been betraying me for a long time. I was tired of her pretending and more than that I was pretending not to know her bullshit lying.

Mr I may lie and tell me I am delusional but on Friday he was dizzy all day, on Wednesday Mr G and Mr B were dizzy all day enough to be drinking boost. I understand a little about contact and transmission principle and Jesus didn't transfer sickness to people, he transferred strength. I know that no one will stand with me on this, they will all just lie through their teeth but God has always shown up for me; I am counting on Him showing up for me this time as well.

Righteousness: It is right standing with God and because of this gift I make bold to say that all of my family and friends are protected from witchcraft activity in Jesus name, amen. No weapon fashioned against us shall prosper in Jesus name, amen. There is no divination, neither is there any enchantment against us in Jesus name, amen. I thank You Father cause you back me and my family and protect us by the Spirit of God and cover me and all my loved ones with the blood of Jesus.

Lord Jesus, fight for me, I ask You to make war for me with all the resources that You have for me and my family in Jesus name, amen.

Witchcraft: Any manipulation in any form.

When the will of God is not sought in a matter, when the actions or inactions of a man/woman or group of persons is not subject to the word of God/counsel, the Spirit of God or love. 

Focus

A powerful woman
A blessed child of God knows what it is to focus
and to love
to walk in love
Human love is the simplest thing on the planet

A powerful woman
A blessed woman is surrendered to the Holy Ghost
in all things
and so is able to focus
even when the enemy wants to distract her

The enemy wants one thing
He pretends to be going for another
It is wisdom to see the enemy and to focus on
the direction that the Holy Ghost is leading you to.

I had a lot of drama in the office lately
I work in church so usually when drama happens
The enemy is trying to stop the counsel of God
and since he can't do it without a body
he looks out for available bodies

he uses their needs, desires and wants to fulfil his own will
My prayer is that I am always surrendered to the will of God
at all times that I am led by God's spirit always
never operating as an ordinary human being
always operating beyond the natural

Operating in the supernatural always
and ever holding God to His word
Cos He's faithful
and I win because i always remain standing
never seating.

Faith...

People talk about having faith all the time
But the truth is that there is no expression of faith if you don't see a challenge.

I can be sarcastic:

I can imagine Joshua in his backyard saying: O Lord, stop the sun for the Israelites just so we can see the wonders.
Or Jael imagining driving a nail into the enemy general's head only in her dreams
Or David telling his friends how when he sees a giant he'll kill it but all the same giving in without so much as even thinking of a way out.
Or Joseph finding every which way to cut a corner and make a buck instead of maintaining integrity in the name of that is how it is done.
Or Mary saying: Lord when they start asking, I will tell them that Joseph and I made out because honestly there has got to be a way the spermatozoa got into my vagina
Or Elizabeth saying, I will just have my maid give birth to the child so that no one says that God isn't good

The truth about eternal life is that God does not need your intellect or your experience to do what He wants to & if your mind is always on your intellect or your experience you will never see the supernatural God. You have got to take some risks, some are easy, some are difficult but when you do whatever is your act of faith; God is waiting on the other side with His grace to marvel you.

I mean, Abraham could not have received God's promise while still in Haran and even when Christ hadn't yet come, he had to believe that God would make his descendants, Beloved, we can't be satisfied with religion if we want to believe God for the supernatural, except we just want to live as normal and just tell lies on Sunday and Wednesday to prove to the world that God is powerful. We believe Him with our words but not with our actions, we sneak as Nicodemus and change our beliefs in the night seasons to doubt.

We can't speak truth (God's word) in the morning, speak lies in the evening and expect to receive the inheritance of saints.
Some of our mordern day saints would not have been beheaded like John the Baptist, neither would they have gone to the cross like Jesus
But I guess then, that is a reason to thank God that Jesus is real.

I just pray that God would go beyond the yellow lady's numerous doubts (I mean, why did she bother to pray if she doesn't believe that God would answer) and heal the child in Jesus name, amen!

I am thoroughly pissed
Faith is responding to God's word
It is also choosing to believe God even when things seems the toughest
At times like that, real believers who believe in the veracity of the cross depend on God's faithfulness, He does want to do good. Learn to stand for more than 15 minutes and more than a couple of hours.
BELIEVE & STAND

New post...

#Moneythings

If you are wondering what the link above is about. It is a way to make money, I hope that it works. If it doesn't well, I will continue depending on the one who provides and supplies my needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.

What am I doing?
I am hoping and believing God for the best!

In the mean time, I am building my spirit man with God's word. I am listening to messages about God's kind of man, a kingdom man who understands that kingdom of God to help me be discerning and to be knowledgeable in the things that I need to live a victorious Christian life.

Personally, I have broken so many kingdom principles, I need to adjust so bad. God is not mad at me of course but by these I have distanced myself from Him. I am tired of seeing Him through a veil. I am going to clean up house. Be faithful to the commitments I have made to God. Even Christ is only the head of the man, I want Christ to be my head, I want to be able to run the things I do in my day with God and know that He is smiling at me because I am a faithful steward.

I am learning a lot and I know that I will grow to that next level that I desire and that God would perfect everything that I desire in my heart in Jesus name. I want to be able to run my decisions by You O lord and see what you think before moving in Jesus name, amen.

I am in my happy place, secure in Christ Jesus. I want to be able to give God priority in my life so that He is indeed Lord over my life. Help me fulfill this in Jesus name, amen.

Learn to build an altar unto the Lord daily like Abraham, lift Jesus up.

"Don't cover you head, Jesus is your head, He is the One who lifts you up and put you on the throne, never never forget Him, take instruction from Christ"

Unmarried still: I talked about it!

He wanted me to tell him I was raped
I couldn't.

I know him pretty well and I am not ready for the questions
and the barrage of counseling sessions he would insist I do.

Of course there was no penetration.
You wonder why I say I was raped then
because the degree of penetration or lack of penetration does
no reduce the trauma

Rape is the fear and the going against another's will
It is the helpless feeling.

That is why I can recognize the feeling in a childless couple's eyes
That helpless feeling of, there is nothing I can do about it.

In other news, I told him about the guy I liked
I took a deep breathe and I said it
I don't know if he likes me back but I like him and its okay with me
I like him and I don't care what happens after
Admitting to liking him and handling whatever comes of it is what adults do
And I am an adult and I think he is mature.

I am growing up and I know there are a lot of things I will eventually
talk about and have to do to get to a good destination and I pray
that I will have the courage to do what I have to do

Peace!

I am actually growing up
And I am not afraid of crying
Or talking or laughing or hoping

Or having faith, afterall
I have got to LIVE.

Having faith that God will always take good care of me.

Unseen hands...

I believe the invisible
I receive the impossible

My faith is a huge path of my life
How do I exercise my faith in everyday life?

Its a choice
It is better not to leave it to chance
My pastor says, que sera sera is not for believers
You can always change things.

How to ignore the voice of the people saying no and believe God?
They have never said yes anyway
But God has never asked their permission to do you good before
he won't start now.

They will never believe in you
Part of it is jealousy, envy and just plain human nature
Another part is a doubt of the supernatural
and a trust in negative testimonies above the good testimonies
But you can't let them stop you.

Let your spirit receive God's word and rise like the eagles
Look at the mere men and pray for them
BUT operate like a God on this earth because you are not like the rest of the world
Soar!
You were born to soar
God is holding your hands and He won't let go
Stay with what He's said
Believe only the word of God
Doubt every negative testimony no matter how holy the lips you hear
them from are.

When the enemy wants to bring doubts, he brings it from those who think they
are so close to you that you will take their word above the word of God
Give God first place
The kingdom of darkness is terrified of you
NOT BECAUSE OF YOU SO MUCH AS BECAUSE OF WHO LIVES IN YOU
because you stand as Christ
Maintain your position
God is doing something and He has deployed every thing you need to win
Focus so that you would always see what He has prepared
You never lack and you cannot be disadvantaged
Those that are for you are more than those against you
Trust the Holy Ghost
He is here to help you, your legal advocate fighting your enemies on your behalf
your helper, leading your feet in the path that they should go

Keep your eyes of faith open and seeing
Do not judge after the seeing of your eyes and the hearing of your ears
God is for you!

Ignore unbelievers
You are set apart, mine; to be used to bring me glory
Keep on your whole armour
The fight is fixed in your favour always!

My new random post...

To redeem something is to buy or pay off, clear by payment, to discharge or fulfill, to recover, or to obtain the release or restoration of something (usually a debt). So when we say God is our Redeemer, it means that in spite of all, He has cleared us of any burdens, He has recovered all the cankerworm has eaten from our lives, and He has completely restored us to His perfection, covering our scars with His robe and restoring every dirty spot back to pureness. It's deep. What an awesome, God, that He chooses to redeem those in need of this. I'll stand with arms high & heart abandoned, in awe of the One who gave it ALL. 

When I say that @lightherlamp is my blessing, it may sound like a cliche but it is not. I literally used to eat spiritual food from blogs only. Yet I attend church on Sundays and Wednesdays but all that stayed with me was condemnation, only worship kept me going until I found lightherlamp a.k.a Jennifer Abayowa. It took me two years before I even heard her real name but she was a real blessing to me.

She is a breath of flesh air from the stilted atmosphere of ministry. the chase of the mega church can be crazy. All I want to do is serve but the craziness and the politics I refuse to condone. Let me not get carried away, Lightherlamp is a blessing

 It has been a while since I released my face consciously in another direction. 

Christ has redeemed me, He bought me, paid off my debts, he discharged and fulfilled the time to pay, Christ recovered and obtained the release or restoration of everything I could or the members of my family could ever owe this world system in Jesus name, amen. 

He has cleared us of any of our burdens, whatever they may be. He has restored all the cankerworm has eaten in my life, He has restored us to perfection, covered our scars with His robe, restored every dirty spot back to pureness and I am grateful.

This is my current petition, my prayer, my intercession, I will pray it until we become a praise, money will come forth for me and my family, we refuse to barely get by; we will experience the blessings of Abraham in Jesus name, amen. We will experience perfect wholeness in Jesus name, no managing in Jesus name, amen.

“But God doesn't call us to be comfortable. He calls us to trust Him so completely that we are unafraid to put ourselves in situations where we will be in trouble if He doesn't come through.” 

-Francis Chan, Crazy Love: Overwhelmed by a Relentless God

Blog meme!

Hello everybody :) 
Saw this on youtube so i decided to make a post and not a video.
1. Is it cute when a guy kisses you on the forehead?
Maybe. If he's not lusting that is. Its a guy's strategy to get you comfy with him so you think he doesn't want sex. All guys want sex, married and unmarried.

2. Would you like a long love letter?
Maybe a long mail. I am not really into letters, maybe when I get more romantic.

3. Group dates or single dates?
Group dates, it helps me relax around my S.O before I decide if I want to take it further.

4. Is your hair up or down?
Long fits me, and then the semi short cuts fit me too. I am not a dreadlock girl, I doubt I will ever be.

5. Do you straighten your hair?
Retouch, yes. What does straighten mean, is it the one with the curling iron?!

6. Do you get your nails done?
If I get my nails done, I am either attending a friend's wedding or my wedding or I am trying to impress some guy which I hardly do.

7. Jeans or skirts?
I usually prefer denim but all my denims are pretty tight and uncomfortable at the moment so I am loving dresses and skirts presently.

8. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
I wear some absurdly short clothes but then I have always known I have great legs, from the moment I turned 9 so I doubt I will ever give up short skirts or short dresses.

9. Do you text a lot?
Not really.

10. What would you do if you got pregnant?
 I don't plan to. I don't believe in pre-marital sex

11. Whats your favorite color?
Navy Blue

12. Heels or flats?
Heels. I can't afford to be looking fat.

13. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Gladiators

14. Would you ever leave the house without makeup on?
I do.

15. Do you think lipgloss is the best?
I do.

16. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
An hour and 30 minutes

17. Gold or silver?
I like both. I look different with both

18. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
Maybe 10.

19. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
No.

20. Do you wear lipsticks?
No

21. What age is the youngest you would ever date?
Mtchew! Is that an answer enough? I would date whomever I like.

22. Is it hot when guys are sweaty?
I don't think so.

23.What is the best possible feature on a guy
Sincerity and Kindness

24. Do you like making eye contact?
Not really. i just do sometimes

25. Do you ever picture your wedding dress or wedding?
I look fabulous. The groom also does but its my day now.

26. Would you kill for chocolate?
No. I will always have the resources for chocolate so no need to kill anyone.

27. Do you freak out if you miss your fav shows?
No I don't

28. Do you yell a lot?
Never.

29. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
Nope

30. Do you write a lot of mushy letter?
In my head

31.If you are to choose one makeup to use forever what would it be?
Eyeliner, makeup, eye pencil, lip gloss, loose powder

32. Do you fall in love easily?
Nope  

33. Do you have cramps right now?
Thank God. No

If you are interested in doing this, please do it, feel free!