I am positioned...

I want to say Thank God for the lives of the Chilean miners. Kafo gave me the hook-up and i was up to date on them all, none of the miners perished, you think that's a coincidence...

I am rightly positioned to always receive the divine influence of God on my life. I believe i am praying better because i receive what to pray about. I receive scriptures to pray with and what particular areas to pray about so spiritually, i am on a high and it is not because of what is going on around me but because of what is going on in me.

If i could i would bail, i hate responsibility but i have been trained to take my place, i know what to do per time and i am far from anxious about anything.

I am good on the inside, been worshiping from my heart; i just decided that to hell with anyone who is looking at me or whatever they are saying, i don't care and i am not moved. They can say whatever they want to say and look however much they want to look. If God is pleased, then i am pleased!

I decided that when it comes to service, God matters more than anyone else and so i must not be concerned about other people and what they think as long as i am in line with His word. I am strengthening my relationship with the Holy Ghost because i need Him now more than ever before. Making a commitment to God to do what is pleasing to Him no matter what anyone else is doing.

I am reading this book "How to hear from God" By Joyce Meyer slowly which is amazing for me because i like books. I am taking it slowly because i want to digest it. She believes in the leading of God's spirit and i do too. I know He leads me if not i would not be confident. I would never have given my life if i did not know He was leading me.

What do i do?

Every morning, i commit myself to walking in love not because of the people involved but because my God is distanced when i have negative feelings. When i have negative feelings, its like my flesh tries to rule my spirit. When i walk in love, my spirit rules... I really even can't see the reason to walk in the flesh when my spirit rules.
Nothing is worth it.

"I walk in the spirit and so i do not fulfill the lust of the flesh" Gal 5:16

I wonder how folks navigate their life without the Holy Ghost, i long for a stronger relationship with Him.  I am desperate for His presence day in, day out. He is my oxygen, my air, my peace, my direction. I hunger for His touch. I am empty if He is not with me.

When i have issues, i meditate on 1 Cor 13, it may appear not to go in, but whatever word you take in sinks deep and will come out when you need it.