Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Not so random...

You know
I should learn to pray seriously when the Holy Ghost tells me something

This morning He said, your power cord is not in your bag
I checked and it wasn't, i then ran upstairs to get it

You might think there is no gain but if i hadn't worked in the spirit
yesterday, i would have regretted it.
I am down with walking in the spirit so much more.

All he did was ask me to rebuke depression and suicidal thoughts
I did albeit a little adamantly
It is embarrassing to pray such prayers but i did anyway.

I thank God that God answered my 'not good enough prayers'

Only God knows what made me get satisfied with living as if the spirit realms
doesn't exist.

You see, my dad is a witch/wizard, whatever, point is that he serves the
devil actively, he fasts, gives money and all that, for the devil who doesn't love him

Whatever, i am going to be so much more conscious of the realm of the spirit
not so i fear demons but so i am convinced that angel michael, angel gabriel
and all those other wonderful angels of God are waiting to do my bidding
when i pray the word.

When i rebuke any spirit, the angels go to work and make the demons powerless
I thank you Father because I am going through.

I will get to the total manifestation of my miracle because this is what God wants for me
and my family

Jehovah- Omni Potent God is my God
All powerful

I don't even need to grow my faith because it is the faith of Jesus
All i need to do is starve my doubts and all the sources of doubt
common sense abi
That is why i walk by faith and not by sight

And i drink from the rivers of God's pleasure!


Thursday, October 25, 2012

random: annoying thingz

I cannot cope with lying, gossiping and intending to manipulate me or intimidate me with gossiping, I just don’t respect that. I can respect the fact that some people are such criminals that unless they use the world system in winning a battle they think is worth it, they are not satisfied! At least, I am getting used to it.
I feel like I am gossiping!
I talked with someone today and as much as my strong self-will has been a blessing, it is going to be a problem because guys see it as a challenge, something to destroy before they get the Golden Fleece. I have still not seen a perfect match and I am going to get something of a reputation or I am going to have to learn to communicate my non acquiescence to the intentions of some guys towards me. I am sure someone is putting the word out; they are choking me with their intentions because it seems like a race and I don’t do anything like a race. By the way, they are a far cry from my imagination.
I want something real, and most especially something I won’t regret. Patience is a very important factor because my mom tried time and again to break my self-will and thank God, she did not succeed else I would not have survived the rape in 2000. It’s a testimony of the goodness of God that I don’t cry when I hear the word rape any longer. Even when young ladies use it against me, I don’t feel it any longer.
I just can’t seem to have those inane conversations that are going nowhere. I break the pact to walk in love today and I am back on track right this moment. When am I going to get it right? Did the apostle John get it perfectly right ever, it was rumoured in 1st Century Christianity that John was the apostle who won more souls by his display of love and the divinity of God and I do so want to be like that; though I don’t resemble the picture of where God wants to take me to because my flesh is used to having its way and does not like being disciplined.
God loves me so much, I want to love Him that much and give my life for Him if necessary, I want Him to guide my steps, I want to see the light in every situation so that I know what to do every time so that I am led by the spirit of God always.
I don’t feel anything for those twats anymore. It’s just annoying that they are still talking about me; I wish they would leave me alone and hold on to God. Hold God, leave me, I am a daughter of God, all your schemes and scams against me are not going to succeed, God is protecting me even when I am not aware!

Friday, October 5, 2012

Honorable men...

I love men
Contrary to popular beliefs
I love responsible men (qualified)
I love men of vision and power
men who can see where they are going to.

I love men who can respect women
all the time
I love men who can take responsibility
Who have a home and prepare for marriage

I am preparing for marriage
I haven't picked a man yet, Too busy naming
but i am preparing
So a man who wants to find a woman before
he prepares is a joker

I love men
Courageous men

Unfaithful me, flirty men, rude men are a turn off
Disrespectful men, gossipy men they are a turn off
men who cheat in their business or other dealing are
a turn off
men who lie are a turn off

A minister @hartramsey said all men lie
He nearly caused me to backslid because he
implied that the new creation still lied
that all of the power of the blood of Jesus could not
stop a new creation man from lying

I almost asked if he knew the Jesus he was talking about
or he had created another one for his vocation

i don't hate men
i just don't approve of men who have not
discovered their purpose in God