so fast...

I am writing so soon again abi

It baffles me too

Today everyone is born again o

It's amazing

I am fighting not to be a doubter

and a scorner

But i have walked this walk

long enough to know that it

is more than what you say

It is what you do day in, day out

whether it suits you or not

and it certainly soothes them right about now

Abi i should care how long the rule-keeping

will last se.

I really don't care

I have removed hand

I am not the Holy Spirit

I should be concerned about my relationship

With Christ and how it is doing

What other folks are doing is their own business

I just need to guide my heart

By the way:

They are always murmuring

and mumuring more than anything

drives good folks away

what you will have left is the suck ups or the dry husks

of folks who begin to conform

God intervenes sha

FG is coming up soon

Excited inside

I don't want to let it out cos i might jinx it.

I feel like i am a kid in kindergarten cos those are the kind of games we play. Not down with the drama, never agreed to play/act. Now i am with the directing crew no acting for me except what God has predestined. I refuse the acting o and i am glad i have sorted it with God that there is no malice. Evil thrives in an environment of malice and anger and jealousy and certain kinds of people too. At least they appear to.

Spoke with a friend yesterday and said friend said that murmuring was too much, it just let me know that they have not given up on murmuring about me and i am now too busy  to care. Tis their way of life.

I promised God that i am not partaking of the drama, coming out by the power of the spirit of God, i know what is important to me, have always known but could not control the circumstances.

How do i do it now? I no longer care what any one thinks or reads into anything i do. In fact i want them all to think their worst and then be satisfied that there is no way forward again.

Some idiot just poked his head in here, tis why i don't trust them, they be always pocknosing. very soon it will be anointed behavior to pock nose and gossip. By the way Lord, i need your anointing today again, fill my cup Lord, you are the strength of my life.

(I will never be able to get used to hurting people for fun. For this i am glad, it means i have not conformed)

Goal for the week

Refuse to live a lack luster life. i dread the day i have to pretend for a living. I know it will never come. Even though i am calm on the outward, my personality is too explosive to pretend on any level. Tis why i choose friends carefully. Don't be angry if i don't open up to you, its just that i don't trust you and situations have shown your lack of trustworthiness so if all i got was that you were not trust worthy at the end of it all, i think it's worth it

Live the best life cos you are only living it once. Strange question: What is your idea of divine energy cos i think i have an idea. God is amazing!

I love Him

My scripture for the week:

No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD