Tuesday, November 18, 2008
how do i feel...
i am a little hurt
and a little numb
the only thing that gives me confidence
is that i am sure that God has said
it is not him
if not
i would probably be crying myself to sleep
i just know that he is not equipped to cope
with ma issues
even though he thinks he is
i meanwhile have been equipped
to be strong
after all i am a strong black woman
(tear!)
sometimes i don't want to be strong
i just want to let go and weep
but...
These are the cards i have been given
i must play with the best of me
this is who i am
in reality!
Hate that word.
have to go
cos i think
and know that i can change things.
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awwww..
ReplyDeleteits ok to let go sometimes, u r human after all..but really do admire ur strength..
keep trustin in God..He will make it all right in His own time..
Please don't make me cry.
ReplyDeleteGod is still God and really, you have to be yourself.
Its alright sweetie, you will be just alright, this will definitely pass.
ReplyDeletehey hon, first time gracing your pages...this was so heartfelt, sometimes its ok to let go and release it all, u'll feel better...and yes you are a strong black woman and God's there for you!!!
ReplyDeleteI think we are somewhat i n similar places now. No need to cry babes, God is in control.
ReplyDeleteyeah, U'll fine..One @ a time
ReplyDeletehey babes, wasup wit all d mushy stuff, if ur so strong!
ReplyDeletei can bet 1 of my ass cheeks, dem guys aint crying bout u breakin their heart... or wateva u did or didnt do.
my honest advice?
GET A GRIP. - life is as simple as u make it.
u knw wat, i think i'l dedicate a new post to u and others who feel d same way u do.
;-)
in the mean time i'l check out ur sympathizers! c wat they're made of. ;-)
ReplyDeleteRelax, the gloomy cloud will pass for a bright new day!
ReplyDelete@teebay
ReplyDeleteu mean you'll yap people like me right
ride on
when you growup maybe u'll understand
and strength is not pretend
sometimes its been honest with urself
do check out my empathizers
they are just the best.
hey tish...
ReplyDeleteyap u??? c'mon, y would i do sm like dat?
i luv d fact dat ur cool and open about stuff, its a gud thing.
sooooo... i wont yap u. (mayb just tease u a bit)
said sympathizers, not empathizers.
:-)
@y'll
ReplyDeleteI hated reality until i found out the true meaning of reality.
I am in God's hands living the life.