Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i am half in-love half killing the love

i am at cross-roads i can kill the love i mean i have had experience but have to continue this later. (he had just come into the office then) i think i can cope a little... i am still bent on killing the love. my greatest fear is that he will recover before i do cos the love is not feasible anyway cos it will go nowhere. i am hurting he's hurting this is crazy or maybe i am just acting hollywood. well it's all for the best and i'll be fine. just have to keep away from him well, everybody's not in support anyway and i don't see how it can work i am sure it is just carzy attraction. meen! i have had one of the most difficult quarters this year if i come through this, i can come through anything have absolutely no control peace will post something else when i am better P.S no advice cos i will know what to do after i have worked things through, just suggestions.


  1. Please don't kill this love. I am begging you.
    I love your blog. I will love to host you on mine.

  2. Please take it easy on yourself, ok? u'll be fine.

  3. @deola
    its complicated

    i'll be ok

    i'll be good

  4. @deola
    you are such a romantic

    i am going over this and i think guys (some of em) are really mean
    just watch the break up and you'll understand.

    i think thats what mydenzel and i are doing
    i am totally not down with the games, maybe i started it, but i won't play the game.

    Thanks a lot deola for being there.


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