My new beau!

Invisble will say i am in a rush. i guess i will say same too. i am actually slower than the tortise when it comes to stuffs like this. so i had the chance to blog and i decided to talk about the new guy and it is not a movie. i actually hate that this is not flowing but i guess since i cant transfer it from wh i now blog (irritating right!) on my lap top, you guys will have to make do with this. so i met t this guy and after all the stress i went through this last few weeks, all i wanted was friendship from guys and to the ladies. sorry not accepting applications to be close friends so right now i am on the surface with many people. so opening up to this my friend has not backfired. at least i pray it won't. He's tall, dark and good looking. He is smart, intelligent and interesting and he's also safe, i know i can hurt him easily which is why i have to tread carefully. He asked me how i felt yesterday and i said honestly that i had no deep feelings for him. To me, we were good friends and we could be more as per confiding in one another. he is all those computer guys. The 'funky nerd'. There is a difference btw geeks and nerds: geeks are the ones you would say hi nicely to but never consider dating while the nerds are the ones who are tongue-tied on the outside but speak really well on the inside. Okay so i am not in-love with him and its all good because ii can just generally hang-out and have good clean fun with him if he lets me.

found out something else. a friend of my sister was molested by two of her fathers brothers and b4 you say it was her fault, it was btw the ages of 6-10 years, i don't care whose fault it was, i ust pray the Holy spirit does something for her soon because HE is the only one that can. I used to feel she was so rude now i don't care that she was. thinking about starting a newsletter for helping females like me soon and then females in situations that feel like they wi.ll never get better. It just goes to show that when you know some stuff abt people you understand them better. but if she is rude again, i will kick her butt, not cat fight sha. so waiting to see if my beau will call tonight.

as cynic will say, the games are about to start. where is invisible o. come and become my r/ship adviser. i will keep it on a friendship level till i get to know him well enough but i won't be a baby about this. i don't want to be too fast but i expect to be getting good messages soon.

honest i wrote a nicer one in the morning when it was still fresh from my head, if i get a flash drive i'll add the real one.

miss u guys, i am going blog stalking like funkola. thanks chari for stopping by. How's burra...cup