So my spiritual dad taught me good. He did not raise a chic that would not know a 'playa' from a real guy.
So there's being drama in the office as usual. compared to last year, i have been prepared for any drama both physically and emotionally.
Guess what i did? i laid my sh..t bare to myself. i weighed the options, checked what i would gain and what i would lose. I checked where i stood with God if i would be pleasing him or not and put my self out there. I still covered my rear cos when you are at war in deep waters; you really don't know who has got your back and a superior somewhere told me "in this office, if you think anyone has got your back, you have got to be joking", i just told myself "abi one with God is majority, God has got my back then"
so i knew i was on my own so i called on the God of Abraham, in my case i wwill call him the God of Tisha. lol
I would have gotten hurt had i not prepared. i needed to know if it was worth it and all that. i still don't know
Good thing: I covered all the bases and i came out looking good and i was still sincere. i feel good about me and about the decisions i have been making. i know i will get God's best for me. How? He's got my back all the way. I am following the letter totally so i am good with God and with the folks around me. Monkey business is going on but i know the God who stands for me is not dead, i serve a living God.
I am still dreaming big! no one can take that away from me.
If you don't understand, don't worry, it just means you havent been keeping a date
... still tisha all the way
Smile (Confidence is contagious and i have excess because He's speaking again)