So my spiritual dad taught me good. He did not raise a chic that would not know a 'playa' from a real guy.
So there's being drama in the office as usual. compared to last year, i have been prepared for any drama both physically and emotionally.
Guess what i did? i laid my sh..t bare to myself. i weighed the options, checked what i would gain and what i would lose. I checked where i stood with God if i would be pleasing him or not and put my self out there. I still covered my rear cos when you are at war in deep waters; you really don't know who has got your back and a superior somewhere told me "in this office, if you think anyone has got your back, you have got to be joking", i just told myself "abi one with God is majority, God has got my back then"
so i knew i was on my own so i called on the God of Abraham, in my case i wwill call him the God of Tisha. lol
I would have gotten hurt had i not prepared. i needed to know if it was worth it and all that. i still don't know
Good thing: I covered all the bases and i came out looking good and i was still sincere. i feel good about me and about the decisions i have been making. i know i will get God's best for me. How? He's got my back all the way. I am following the letter totally so i am good with God and with the folks around me. Monkey business is going on but i know the God who stands for me is not dead, i serve a living God.
I am still dreaming big! no one can take that away from me.
PS
If you don't understand, don't worry, it just means you havent been keeping a date
... still tisha all the way
Smile (Confidence is contagious and i have excess because He's speaking again)
its really nice that you are trusting in Jesus all the way.
ReplyDeletelol...i don't understand and ive been following o = but what i understand is ur faith and trust in God and that is beautiful and worth emulating - so keep it up cos u might be the only Jesus some people will ever meet
ReplyDeleteGood thing you had everything covered...keep ur head up.
ReplyDeleteI dont understand but im happy for you and your trust in God
ReplyDelete@leggy
ReplyDeleteyep, i hope you can let yourself trust Him too
@neefemi
This is so beautiful, i think this is the best compliment i have gotten all year.
@b'ratti
i do
@tricia
i don't totally understand but i trust God
@anyone else
(meaning invisible)
make sure you comment next time you read through even if its only hi you say.
i'm luvin ur spirit babes.
ReplyDelete@funkola
ReplyDeletethanks, luv u
Im saying hi...
ReplyDeleteAnd Ive been following but I dont get...:(
And im jealous of ur complete and utter faith and trust in the God of Abraham.
God of Tisha! Dats personalizing him. Me likee. He's d only one who's got our back. Remain focused.
ReplyDeleteIt's been a while girl, nice to read that you're doing good. Our God never fails. All the best with the job.
ReplyDeleteYea continue dreaming big :)
ReplyDelete@ fabulola
ReplyDeleteits taken a while to trust Him this much. sometimes i fear trusting God like i fear trusting man.
@fragile looks
yes i will
@myne
living from day to day by faith
@BSNC
i need to dream like i am not the one that will fulfil it.
I agree - dream BIG, cause dreams do come true and you're correct, no one but you can ever take that away.
ReplyDeleteRight attitude!
ReplyDeleteyou are a wise as a serpent and as gentle as a dove but remember to listen to the holy spirit. don't judge according to your eyes and please don't be ruled by sensory perception.
ReplyDelete@ Don
ReplyDeleteAm trying
@Lady A
These days, its almost a strain but i won't do it any other way.
@Tara
shalom