Hi folks, feels like the old tisha, almost!

K

I knew i was going to post something sooner

How are you all doing?

Miss my blogfam

been pondering some stuff

wondering about my dreams

wondering if i have not been thinking too small

compared to the plans God had in store for me

Gisting with my sis this morning 

and she told me about this woman 

who was raped and killed by her driver and her cook

and called herself a Christian

I was slipping off into my nonchalant mood

when i suddenly got mad

Two folks planned such rubbish about you

and you are in the dark about it and you call yourself 

a CHRISTIAN

It annoyed me plenty, why don't you just tag 

yourself a bench warmer

Then i recalled what it meant to be Christian

It means to be conscious of the spiritual more than the physical

It means to dominate your environment so much

you can decide what happens on it and what doesn't

I know many folks won't understand this

But Kathryn Kulman in the 1940's used to dominate territories

She used to decide that such and such, stealing, anger, fear and sickness

could not operate around her in a 10 ft radius, two blocks, ten blocks and

then a 5o mile radius, that is what it means to take charge.

How can people with such criminal minds be planning such against you and

you don't know?

Don't tell me you are not a witch or a mind reader

That is why he gives visions, word of knowledge, wisdom, discernment of spirits etc

It is so you can dominate your world and operate as more than a man
How can this woman possibly say she did not sense anything
and then say she has an intimate relationship with the Most high
That he calls her by name, that she is submitted and obedient to His will,
God never leaves His children bereft, he is always speaking.
he has spoken to me so many times concerning members of my family, i am
glad i don't play church, that i am not the senior partner in our relationship
But that He is. Glad His plans are always good, i don't know what i would do
without Him, He just works perfectly, i love the way He loves me (selfish as that sounds)
God's love is unending, i won't stop dreaming!
I am under His divine influence daily because i am born of God
and His divine protection/hedge is roundabout my loved ones daily in their offices, businesses
homes, anywhere they go, God is caring for them. He is my stand-by

If some idiot curses you and you are cursing them back, you are not prepared

to walk in the kingdom

After seeing it, you must walk in it by obeying God's word

LOVE is key, but love is not stupidity; neither is it humiliation.

That woman just pissed me off because her lack of operating spiritual gifts

cost her her life, she did not need to go to heaven early.

JUST WONDERING

God and I are not are close as we used to be, the intimacy level is not as good as it used to be. I feel like He's there for me but i am living life not exactly on his plane.

So i decided to start a journal between God and me, where i would just write to Him about my day and my Christian growth and my life and just to know His mind for me. 

My pastor used to give this scripture a lord "Draw near to me and i will draw near to you". I think i even heard it a couple of times before i got saved.

Tip for the day: If you are reading scripture you want to drive into your spirit, speak in tongues while reading it, peace!

Feels like old times, my writing doesn't have to make sense and be all so proper all the time.