Words freak!

It's not surprising, i was reading my readers in one day by the age of 6 so my love for words is not new. I love poems and I am stealing (lol) this from a s/he called Lee La Poeta I saw it on Facebook and it spiked up my imagination.

I do not know how I stumbled upon it

I am yet to discover what it was

Was it those eyes?

intriguing darks swimming in ocean whites?

or was it the goofy lopsided smile,

revealing perfectly shaped whites?

Perhaps it was the way those neat khaki pants,

Groped and majestically carved your rear

And made me look away in fear of evil thoughts

Could it be the way you made black look so sleek?

Or was it your laughter, short and precise?

No. maybe it was your voice, almost flawless, melodious.

Surely it must have been your skin,

Smooth, even, chocolate,

Neither light nor dark

Or maybe it was your aura, sweet, perceptive, open.

Could be your sense of humor!

the way you weaved your stories.

What was it now? 

It could not have been your annoying questions,

Do you have this or that? Can you drive?

Why is your bra this color? Do you drink?

I think it was your hands, soft, gentle in a weird way.

It was the way you could be cocky and still unsure.

It was how you knew almost everything about everything

It was how hard you worked and how lazy you are

It was how you combined aloofness with friendship

It was gullibility and intelligence mixed

It was youth and maturity

It was how you are unafraid of yourself,

That scared me.

It is definitely your scent, exotic and rare.

And your stare,

That sketched, even etched you right there.

(Lol, I liked it and I thought I’d share) 

Today (on that day) I miss my friends, not that I would have the time to spend with them even if they were here (one of the disadvantages of being grown up). What I miss is the times we had together just hanging out, I cherish those times. I miss those times!

This poem describes almost every friend I have had from kindergarten till now, it even describes me too. I have been blessed with great people as friends and I love and appreciate them and I thank God for putting them in my life. Today I appreciate two of my friends who are having their birthday today, happy birthday babes, I love you too much!

Simple

I liked it and so I stole the idea from 'Beautiful'

1. Do you have any pets?
    NO! I love puppies though!

2. Name 3 things that are physically close to you.
    Phone, Journal, Bible


3. What's the weather like right now?
    Hot and sticky...mschew!


4. Do you drive? If so have you crashed?
    I know how, I have never crashed.


5. What time did you wake up this morning?
    4.00 am, I am an early riser


6. When was the last time you showered?
    I live in this stupid village/town (only in their minds) and I fetch water in a bucket to take my bath and so i don't shower.

7. What was the last movie you saw?
  Uhmm, nothing really noteworthy

8. What does your last text message say?
    Fun chat Loyalty Reward! Be the top chatter o today and get N750 airtime. To ind people around your area text...
Like i would i don't believe in gambling and I won't be giving MTN any free money, they should work for it.

9. What's your ringtone?
   Don Moen's song

10. Have you ever been to a different country?
As an adult, Ghana

11. Do you like sushi?
     Nope, I hate raw fish...duh!

12. Where do you buy your groceries?
     A mall in my area

13. Have you ever taken medication to help you fall asleep faster?
     Never, I watch TV when i am awake at midnight and sleep by 3am

14. How many siblings do you have?
    6, I won't be more specific, if you read my posts, you will find out anyways

15. Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?
     None of the above

16. How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
  Mind your business blogam, you can guess if you are too curious!

17. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
    None of the above

18. Do you color your hair?
    Nope, my hair is fragile so i use colored extensions

19. Tell me something you are planning to do today.
      Planning to do my J.O.B as a publicist

20. When was the last time you cried?
   It has been a while!

21. What is your perfect pizza topping?
 Whatever tastes nice and sweet!

22. Which do you prefer-hamburgers or cheeseburgers?
    Pizza but i can manage ham burgers

23. Have you ever had an all-nighter?
  I have

24. What is your eye color?
     Brown

25. Can you taste the difference between Pepsi and Coke?
Like Day is not Night and like Light is not Darkness!


I think I enjoyed this...
Do it if you want!

me...according to my words...

Back so soon…

Like one who loves to hear the sound of their voice so they keep speaking, I like to see the words I write and read them over and over again. But since I don’t seem sincere on computer any longer, I write from my pillow with a pen and paper and transfer to the computer later…

Today I will be writing on 7 quirky things about me, I wish I could summarize but you would not get the picture and so I write.

1.      I did not get saved like the regular folks, it was different and I actually had to trust Jesus with my life. I have had this habit from when I was a kid. If you don’t look in my eyes, I literally cannot speak to you. I do it with everyone but most especially the people I let close to me; my siblings used to ‘tire’ of it all the time but they understand me. Why you may ask?

2.      I have this instinct, when I am talking with you and looking in your eyes, I can see espionage, honesty, disloyalty, loyalty, honor, cut-throatiness (rat race), love, unsure attitude, openness, insecurity, hatred, anger, admiration, malice, beef, kindness, jealousy, truth, lies, dishonor, whatever your emotions at any particular time, I can see in your eyes even if your face betrays no emotion, the eyes never lie, not to me.

3.      Its crazy abi, so long as you made eye contact with me, I would continually be speaking with you but if you could not make eye contact I would discontinue my friendship/closeness with you and move you to the level of acquaintances. I’d withdraw emotionally but remain professional and relate on an intellectual level. This amazes the ones closest to me, that I could remain polite no matter who you were or what you did but not pretend to have close relations with you. 

4.      I refuse to pretend at any level. I am a terrible pretender. I give honor to whom honor is due but I take no bulls**t from anyone. If you were sincere with me and suddenly started bulls**ting me, I would turn too but still maintain a courteous mien. My mom always used to say ‘There is a reason why human beings are not animals’. It is wrong to be practicing jungle strategies and still maintaining a semblance of humanity. We must distinguish ourselves by who we are!

5.      I love the simple life. Becoming a Christ follower, I came to understand that I must own the full personality & be committed to growing everyday and bearing fruit, not necessarily souls but love, kindness, joy, peace, gentleness (I know how much I confessed that scripture in Philippians ‘Let your gentleness be known to all men’ NIV), longsuffering, goodness, faithfulness, self control, meekness, temperance. (Gal 5:22). As you cultivate these gifts, they draw men to Christ. POWER has a place but the power of God is enhanced as you manifest the fruit of the spirit in your daily walk.

6.      I am no faker. Everyone says actions speak louder than words. I have never been a talker (If you are my friend you will probably laugh in derision). Truth is ‘I can be mute’ if I don’t trust you but if I even trust you a little, I start talking non stop about anything and everything and most likely out of the blue.

7.      I talked about my instinct se. I am stronger in observation techniques, lol. When I am not talking, I am looking or hearing. I look a lot and I can tell who people are through their eyes; I can tell if they are joyful or in pain, excited or confused but more than that, I can tell If they are AFRAID.

Fear repels me. If I talk to you and I sense fear, if I can talk with you, I would but if I can’t, I would avoid you.

Fear causes the word of God to lose its impact to your spirit. If you speak the word of God without conviction, fear is the culprit. If you speak the word of God and it does not stir hope and bring peace to its hearers, it is because you don’t quite believe what you are saying.

Fear is an alien to the believer in the resurrected Christ, it is a gift from the enemy and has no place in you, it should not find a home in your heart, refuse to accommodate it.

2 Tim 1:7 God has not given me a spirit of fear but of LOVE, POWER and a sound mind.

When I speak God’s word to myself, it does something on my inside that I can’t explain or understand, it is like spiritual power is pumping into my spirit.

Finally, I see fear or courage in the eyes or in the inflection of your voice. There is nothing like the word of God spoken with confidence and trust. Over the years, I have come to understand that I can trust what God says, he is more real than a human being sitting next to me.

This is why I pray, talk, sing, laugh and play with confidence. I am conscious of the loving God living in me and directing my path. This is why I impart those around me with what I believe. I ask myself this question all the time, it helps me know me. What do you believe?   

    

Thots in May...

IDENTITY CRISIS: I KNOW WHO I AM!

This is what life is…

I went to camp and I moved up or ‘I levelled up’ like my brother is always saying: Christians need to ‘level up’ but they ‘be’ always playing games with the Lord.

I never ever play games, I know who my daddy is, he don’t serve my Father and I learnt from him that when you play games, the devil is pleased with you, he will beat you black and blue like you are in a boxing ring. In the spiritual realm, there are rules or principles and if you are not obeying them, you will be powerless. You need to decide what is more important, the world system or the Kingdom!

I bless for my gathering in college, there is this song we used to sing:

“Unto me is given to KNOW the keys of the kingdom of the Lord” (repeated a gazillion times; we used to sing it for hours and I never got tired)

Today I’m talking about the devil, the enemy, the one who has existed for centuries, his power or rather his lack of power, his boundaries and the way to deal with him. I want to keep it simple; so I speak, no write of Abraham, he was counted righteous but he died and went to hell, rather a compartment in hell.

My mind goes to all them righteous by faith Isaac, Jacob, Job, Rahab, David, Isaiah, Deborah, Gideon, Moses, Caleb, Joshua, and all who had pleased God for they qualified for the hall of faith in Hebrews 11.

They died and went to hell to wait for the promise.

He (Jesus) arrived and lived and died on the cross as God planned, for he came to the world for the sole reason of dying for the sins of the world and atoning so that God would have justice against sin. 

And when he died, I believe the devil must have been pleased (the way we feel sometimes when someone we perceive to be our enemy has ill luck, it almost feels like revenge, I say it’s not godly.

Max Lucado says the angels must have paused before allowing him to die because ‘What If God died and got trapped in hell’ (because Jesus was God in a human form)

The enemy was smart but not smart enough!

There was one hitch

The wages of sin is death! Right Yes!

But Christ had lived on the earth without sin and so legally the enemy could not hold him bound.

Since he had no sin, the devil, utilizing the weapon of death had no legal right to hold Christ in the grave.

And so he rose again

Galatians tell us that we are Christ’s (Gal 3:29)

And in a covenant there is an exchange of characteristics, we inherit what is Christ and he takes what is ours.

And if we be Christ then death, sin, sickness, defeat, failure, depression, anger, malice, bitterness, unforgiveness and every other negative emotion; they have no legal right to remain in me/ the believer.

If you are a NEW CREATION

Do you know that if you have Christ, if you have confessed Him as Lord, you are a new creation.

Has it sunk into your heart?

The enemy, the devil has no legal right over you

Nothing that is his is binding on you

It is at this point a religionist will talk about sin and preach for hours about sin and hell and whatnot.

1 John 1:9 settles sin

I don’t care I you have to ask for forgiveness a billion times

You will just need to believe that where sin abounds, grace abounds much more

I am not God’s accountant; I don’t hold a hammer over your head to accuse you of using too much ‘grace’.

(because without grace, you will lack the courage to walk in dominion)

Do you know who you are?

You are Christ’s

You have been bought with a price and so you don’t belong to the devil any longer.

He has no legal right to hold you bound in sin, sickness, death, anger, whatever!

The wages of sin is death, yes!

Breaking News: You couldn’t pay it and you still can’t but JESUS CHRIST paid it ALL.

And anytime I watch a Christ movie and I see the stripes on Jesus’ back

I make up my mind that “I will never be sick another day, or broke or walk in anger, unbelief and a host o other things as they come to mind”

Do you hear me?

The debt has been PAID.

He (the devil) does not have a legal right over the believer (NEW CREATION)

Christ has paid it all so you better reap the benefits.

Finally,

What do you think?

Do you think Jesus huffed and puffed and when he had huffed and puffed enough, he rose up from the dead?

No way!

It was like it was with Lazarus; he just knew what to do

He knew God was TRUSTWORTHY

He knew he would rise again, the same way he knew water would change to wine.

I love the way Jesus walked with God

He applied the ‘Kingdom Principle’ without effort

What am I saying? It is not about your effort or hard work

This is exactly the way I want to walk

My college pastor says: “Whatever you are looking for is inside you”

And I believe this is inside me too.

Not inside my body silly!

Inside my spirit, that’s the real me anyways

I can remember learning by rote: “I am a spirit that has a soul and lives in a body”

I can remember my ‘P’ saying you need to teach your spirit because it rules.

Teach your spirit the word of God

I remember, “Them who are led by the spirit of God are the sons of God”

I said it so much; I don’t have to declare it any longer

I believe it so much I can recite it in my sleep

I know I am led by the spirit of God and I love the Holy Ghost; he’s so so awesome.

I laugh when I see people trying to operate kingdom principles with common sense, ‘KORO MIND’

Who do you think you are playing with?

Your human wisdom, the devil has seen a million times with other humans smarter than you over the centuries so you can imagine how amused he is when you try a card he’s seen one too many times.

The wisdom of God on the other hand, when you apply it, he’s confused because he never knows what God is up to!

Like who heard of a Father sending his son to die on a cross?

It is totally gross and it sure doesn’t make sense.

But that is the wisdom of God

The foolish things confound the wise…

That’s it I think, the post is already too long

I’ll be back soon anyways

Gal 5:22 But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law

Gathering fruits and yes they are in my spirit too no matter how everything seems. I plan to be walking in the spirit and putting my flesh under because I got to be walking in dominion everyday.

No one knows like my spirit how much power is about to be released and there will be no drama either, it will be like a normal day, every other day but there will be nothing ordinary about it.

(Lol! I bet the day Christ died, to an average person, the day must have dawned like every other day but nothing about that day was ordinary)

I am not called to an ordinary life but to a super-abundant, supernatural, extraordinary life.

Eternal Life: Rejuvenating, self-sustaining life.

God is the source

Have you ever imagined his source? He’s self existing. Don’t care anyways, just happy he is my source.

Wrote 4 pages in my journal but typed it is three pages.

This is way crazy but thanks anyways.

THANK YOU SPIRIT OF GOD

If you think I am crazy, I don’t mind. I know who I am!   

Lessons learnt, lessons to learn...

Hey

Lesson learnt: All in all, God is still good and yes i have learnt to walk in love even while dealing with varying humans, it has not been easy but it has been worth it. Growing is not so easy, you need to be pruned from time to time (By God, so no one will make you a robot), you need to be teachable and humble.

Lesson i need to learn:

Walking in dominion
Reigning in life
Walking in love


So help me God!


Instead, i thank you God because i know your help is available to me...

Peace!

I will be going for a camp retreat and i pray i have the best time. I believe that the spirit of God will select the best things for me and i thank God because i am divinely positioned to receive all of God's goodness for me and for my family and for my friends too!

I still thank Him everyday...

I got this testimony from gee's blog and posted it at maid of heart's request. 

I still thank God everyday

Even with all the stress that came along with the blessing, i don't want to go back to before He touched me, i may have reached for Him but He touched me with His love and grace and goodness and i don't want to forget how good He is no matter how cloudy things get and when the cares of the world want to take over, i'll still remember His goodness and kindness and say God i love you, i am grateful for your love and your presence and your guidance.

Okay i had this discharge on/off for years and i was scared to check it until it became so bad that i used to smell literally stink like gutter... I never was able to perceive oxygen (like i can now , smiles). 

I went for a program and a minister gave a word of Knowledge, now i had heard many different word of knowledge, at this time that related to me directly but it was always usually during my period and so by the time my period was over i would have lost courage. I don't know what was different this time, the man of God just said by the words, you were bleeding and now you have a discharge that is smelling just lift your hands and i will curse that infirmity from its roots.

I was surrounded by many people i knew and since its very embarassing i was stubborn and did not. but when he prayed i whispered amen and when he finished praying, i was terrified, i used to wear pantliners everyday but i refused to wear that night, i had the discharge but after like 2 days or so. it disappeared. i spent the next two months checking myself but it was gone. i don't know why it went but all i did was act in faith.

I kept repeating these words to myself "you are not healed because there is a presence of absence of symptoms you are healed because the stripes of Jesus made you so". i forget, like 6 months before i had taken antibiotics and it went away and came back or i even had more difficult days then i made a decision that even if it killed me i would not take any drugs again and God honored my faith.

Now, i have faith to believe for bigger things because i know God loves me. because its embarrassing, i have not yet given the testimony in my home church but everyone can see that there is something different around me. you can't know how it feels to have a discharge for years that makes it uncomfortable for you to be you or to even do anything and then to suddenly have it go away because you prayed. 

something i know i did for sure, i focused on the word of God and kept away from doubters and people who could not believe it. i meditated on the word and told me the truth of the word of God each time. The anointing breaks the yoke. . the discharge dried up until it was no longer there. God is great and He keeps His word, just believe

On my phone, i wrote this note that no matter what, i will never forget that i was the girl that stank till he intervened and now i smell oxygen, no smells any more (its simply supernatural), he says, He will arise and favour me, there's nothing impossible for me because He lives in me...

I remain teachable cause this pleases Him. Shalom! 

New week, same goal...

Goal: To be a light to my world.

This is what i live for
I want to be a light when it looks like all that is
is darkness

I want to be the light
when circumstances shout
the loudest

I want to be the light when all hope seems lost
i have been anointed to be a light
So its inside me, not outside me

All i need do is keep learning
Its all in me
Everything to live the abundant life

Its all in me
All it takes to live a godly life
Or the abundant life

I am created to bring glory to His name...

I am never disadvantaged
I have the advantage, i can be the best everyday
Because i have the advantage, i have the blessing!

NB. Life still has meaning for me,
cos all i am doing is worth it in Christ...
Expecting the best, expecting forever

Expecting God...

Blah blah blah

Boring!

(Okay it started out boring, Thank you Holy Spirit, you butted in)

What's happening? Nothing really that is worth blogging about. I am marketing again, maybe that is good news

(This is me being off-hand and like the rest of the world looking for entertainment or something to feel that void, nothing was working and i am glad they weren't working because i would not have realized that i still needed God)

Family:

I just realized today that we are all in school (It seemed like a dream unachievable in 2003)

In 2003 when my family was so so, at least it all appeared hopeless to me. I prayed to God to help and that He should enable us all to get into school.

God is faithful

My last born will be graduating soon, at least he has gotten into a college he respects. I mean my kid brother.

(This is me being thankful)

I am asking God for forever NOW, for increase of the hunger we have for Him because that is the way to get more anointing, for increase in finances, for increase in the knowledge we have in Him, for the courage to trust Him more, for the future, for the desire to obey the promptings He gives. I have obeyed a couple recently, Lord help me hear you clearly as i learn to live peaceful and in times of war still retain the peace in my heart.

(This is duty prayer, okay call on your dad, he wants to hear from you, you have been distant for a while, just call so he would know you checked in)

That is my new prayer point (I remember when my only prayer point was for wholeness. I am just thankful because i needed wholeness for all the tests i was going to go through).

Spiritually and otherwise i am totally whole, i am what the uninitiated will call a bravado, a boastful chic but to the new creation, i am a chic that speaks God's word in season and out of season, when i feel like it and when i don't. When it feels like reality and when it doesn't.

(This is miss has it all together in Christ)

Today i don't feel like it but i know that i walk in the spirit of dominion and i reign and rule by Christ. I know my tomorrow is better than today and that my life is under the divine influence of the spirit of God. I know that God has got His eye on me for good.

I remember when i did not know anything about God (from His word), if i heard messages based on who was talking, i was up and down like a yoyo. If the man of God said something good, i would be happy, if he said something bad, i would be depressed and searching through the bible for truth.

Anyways today, i know who i am in Christ at every moment and the preaching of hell does not make me fear because i am complete in Christ. I can put everything in context.

One of the translations of Jeremiah 31:3 says 'I will love you forever'... (God speaking)

That set me free, and remembering it tells me who i am all the time that no matter what comes against me at any moment, that God loves me so much. This is my confidence in good and bad seasons, with friends and with foes and when i know the steps in front of me and when i don't. I got taught recently that Jesus is the foundation. It just drives me to my knees because i feel i have a little too self sufficient for God. Lord if i have been negligent of you, please forgive, help me keep my personal time with you constant, this on-again, off-again thing is irritating. Help me be steady, depending on you daily and knowing that you and not the activities are the foundation of my walk with you, not even the giftings.

(This is remembering my foundations that i am a nicer person broken and depending on His grace than i am depending on me)

NEWS To me: The giftings are not exciting any longer. I want to spend time in God for spending time with Him sake and not for the expression of giftings, i am getting dry from always straining to hear. I was speaking with someone the other day and she said believers don't strain to hear except their receivers are dented. i checked myself and i know my receiver is not so good right now. Time spent with God is not enjoyable as before or maybe there is just too much on my mind i leave no room for Him. Lord help me, thank you because i have your help and your manifested presence guiding me, leading me, halting me, comforting me, protecting me, i have been calling for cover for weeks now and i just don't know. The nasty words keep chafing at me all the time, i wonder if it is worth it. My shield is not quite so strong and so i say Lord be my shield, i refuse to become so hard on the outside, God can't touch me.

(This is me lost and needing guidance and it is a good place to be because when God speaks, i don't have my own options. This is no professional, this is the sheep that knows where the fuel to keep going comes from, it comes from His throne room, Lord i thank you for your love and peace and your plans and purposes, you are my center, my sustainer, my kinsman redeemer, my shield, the One who keeps me safe in the bubble, my hero, help me stay steady)

There is this song that did it for me when i didn't know the word.

It said, 

'When ever i feel, like i can't make it through

and if ever i lose my way, i know who to run to

through the storm, through the rain,

my anchor is in your name, its in your name

It's in your name'.

(Still my foundations)

Well, i guess i have blogged. Empty home again, the chics have gone to roost, only one chic feels stuck, will soon be going to roost sha!

I actually feel like i just refueled, help me not wait till i am almost on empty to come to you, let me come to you half full or at least still of any good to you because when i am running on empty i am no good to you because nothing makes impact unless i remain in you and remember that you are source and i am the apple of your eye and i am crowned with a royal diadem, i am royalty no matter what anyone says. 

NOTE:

You only say the wrong things when you have forgotten who you are, to keep remembering, do have your quiet time.

I know its a drag but it also keeps you full so you don't have to be guessing but are constantly sure of my goodness...

Yippee I am a faith dame!

 I am a faith dame. 
How ? 
I simply asked, i went over to their site and i loved what they were doing and so i asked and the lovely maidofheart was courteous enough to oblige me.


The Faith Dame Blog


What's going on these days?
I am coasting
I am remembering what matters

I am 'white balancing' daily with the word

pretty radical about it.


My faith got recent hits but i know God is real and nothing can ever change that fact. The one single thing that distinguishes my Christian walk is the Holy Ghost. He makes me.


I am by no means perfect. I can go on and on and because of that, it appears i am saying i am perfect. No way! I am by no means perfect simply saved by grace. It makes the difference because there is nothing to boast about, i simply accepted a gift.

Best phrase this week: Faith is not a feeling

You will never feel saved

or healed

or rich

You'll just have to know it is your covenant right because Christ willed it so, shalom!

Let me not depend on me...

 
 Its my month of learning about the anointing of God's spirit, more because i know that all i do would be unfruitful without Him. The Holy Ghost makes beautiful




1. What is your favorite word? 'I like' I say 'I like all the time'.

2. What is your least favorite word? F**k and other swear words

3. What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally? Rock music that glorifies God or just mentions Jesus or loving Jesus. Its awesome!

4. What turns you off? Control in many form subtle and obvious.

5. What is your favorite curse word? Goodness me

6. What sound or noise do you love? Rock beats, a croaking spider at night when i am watching movies, i have always been a night person. i stay awake when others are asleep so i am pretty used to night sounds.

7. What sound or noise do you hate? The sound of false merriment, nastiness, bitchiness and generally being unkind to folks.

8. What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? A media person, a person that cares for the less privileged or people who are disadvantaged in a way. I would like to teach them that life is more than the natural.

9. What profession would you not like to do? Medicine, agreed, it is full of so much s**t

10. If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? Really stupid question cos heaven does exist and i would love to hear 'well done thou good and faithful servant'

Gracious! This is who i am

My God is gracious and mercy
Jesus was full of grace and truth

I call myself gracious and full of truth...
- Tisha

This is February and i am so so good. I feel so so good. Faith is a good feeling (Correction, faith is not a feeling, it is simply the word of God, the more sure word of prophecy). This is a month in which i have grown a little again and i know that God. This is the month of love but my year is a year of February's in context only. lol!

A friend on blogger recently said this: He name is Patrina and she is an awesome role model, some days when i am at odds with myself, i go to her blog to learn and just read and understand from someone who loves God and is just different i guess. I would like to grow up and live the kind of life she lives. She comes across as someone who is kind and tenderhearted. I never want to have a hard heart that is difficult for the seed of His word to grow in.
"Do we light up the darkness when we walk into a room -just by His Presence in us?"


I have lit up the darkness in the different places i have been to but that has only been as a result of knowing who i am all the time and consciously deciding to do the word instead of 'my own'

Yes i am going to talk about 'love'. I am walking in love again and i hope it remains so for a very long time. All the stupid little habits i picked up along the way, i am up-rooting. I can hear the voice of my leader saying 'Your habits can't go with you to where God wants to take you to, you must be willing to let some habits go that are not beneficial to you...'

So I am not sure what i will be doing on that day but i am walking in love and growing and increasing in what God has called me for an soon i will be getting to destiny. 'Wink'

I am back to "Be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to wrath..."